Friday, April 18, 2014


It's been almost 8 months since I know her. She was amazing, beautiful, smart, sexy and the most important things is, she can undestand me. May be we know each others just in a short times, but she filled it. She is my everything, starting from now and I hope forever. Sometimes I was wondering, how come she can know me so well, even when I am not talking, she knew. If I remembering how our journey was, I still can not believe it was real. From the first time I saw her, she never leaves my mind, even only for a second. I always wondering what is this. Is this love or what. Previously, I don't know what love is. I have to admit and honest to myself, that my heart still busy, busy for mending my broken life and she knew it. She never complain. She always there when I need a place to share my feeling. She always there just to hear my complecated problems. We met by design, I never thought that I can meet and connected so deep to her, like right now. She was so pure. First time I saw her, she gave me a shock with her beautiful appereance. I can not hide my admiration. Time flies since we met each other regulary, at least once a week. We got closer. I still remember the day when I start telling her about my life. 
It was our second filming. I went to meet her in her shooting location, then I made a scenario, so I can follow her to Busan. She was attending a film festival there. Before she was boarding, I made a stupid mistake by asked her about her past relationship, and my question turned to be my backfire. In the way to Busan, when the camera off, suddenly she asked me.
"Oppa, is she really beautiful?" her question shocked me
"Who?" I was pretending to avoid her question
"Your ex girlfriend. She must be really beautiful. Is it true? The rumor outside, that your ex girlfriend is.." before she finished her sentence I stop her
"No she isn't. That girl is only a junior for me, not more." I answered it as soon as I can
" she is not the one. But I bet your ex girlfriend is a very beautiful. I read somewhere, that you made a song right after you broke up with her. I listened it too, and it is a very touchy song, Oppa. She is so lucky, being your inspiration for the your song." Call me delusional, but somehow I feel jealousy in her voice
"That's not like that. Do you want me to make a song for you?" I teased her
She didn't answered it, but then she asked me another shocking question, "Oppa, is that true, the rumor that saying you almost suicide when you are breaking up with her?"
It takes more than a minutes to me for answering her question. I really think what I am going to say. Do I have to honest or just saying it was just a rumor. After thinking, finally I decided to tell her the truth. Maybe I am crazy, to tell my secret to a woman I just knew, but deep in my heart, I believe I can trust her. Since then, she became my ears when I needed a person to hear my problems, she became my shoulder to cry on when I need it a place to share my sadness, and she just that. Being there, supporting me and never complain.

A lot of peoples said I am mean to her. I always came to her, told her my problems, but I never do the same things to her. My selfish mind said, I am not the one who push her to listened all my problems, but deep inside my heart, I realize how lucky I am to have a beautiful partner like her. Day by day I became closer to her, and without I realize I became more rely on her. I also became more possesive. I didn't like to see her interacted with any other man, I didn't like to see her smile to any other man, but in the other hands, I can not let my past go. I still helped my ex, when she call me and need me around. I still came to her house, just to hear how suffered is her life because her new boyfriend behaviour. Most of my member and peoples who closed to me hate me because of this. They said she is not deserve to be with me. I am not good to her. She supposed to be with someone else, whose better than me. Dispite I often doing something bad to her, but she still stand beside me as well. She still smile when listen how enthusiastic I am when having a new project. She still listen when I am mad with the situation. But my heart, although I am still not realize, little by little changed. I tried not to admit it, but deep inside my heart, I know, I started to love her. I fell for her.

That day, she came late when we have shooting schedule. She came in a hury, didn't look at me, didn't said hello, but straight went to PD-nim and asking permission to short up the time, and went back earlier. During the camera on, she just do like usual, like there is nothing happend. I am tried to ask her what is going on, but she didn't gave me a satisfaction answer. She just said everything is fine and nothing to worry about. We finished filming as soon as the PD said it was enough. Just saying a simple goodbye, she went with her manager and her cordy. I feel annoyed, discomfort and angry in the same time. How come? She just ignore me and avoiding me today. I didn't know what to do, but that day, I end up by being her stalker. I followed her secretly went to one of the biggest department store, then after that I followed her again. I asked my loyal manager to drive me. Her company's car finally dropped her in one of suburb area, not far from Namsan. She went to one of the house there, Not a big house but a comfy one. I didn't see the person who opened the door. I am also didn't know whose house is it. After she went in, I asked my manager to dropped me there. Call me crazy, but I don't know why my crazy brain said that I have to knock that house door. I have to satisfied my curiosity and my insecurity. Without hestination, I push the door bell. Don't have to wait too long, I heard someone opened the door. It's really surprised me when a beautiful woman opened the door then smile warmly to me.
"Omona, you are here. Why don't you guys came together?" she smile and warmly gave me a hug
"I am sorry aunty, I think I forget to tell something to her. Can I meet her?" I am trying to find a right excuse
"Come in, let's join our celebration. Actually, today is my birthday, so she come home to celebrate it. She didn't tell you, right? Ah, naughty girl, hide something from her husband. Btw, don't call me aunty, just call me Omma, like how she call me. I always think that you are really my son in law" She smile then drag me to the living room where she and her father was sitting and preparing a cute birthday cake. She looked surprised to see me. Actually, I am afraid that she will get annoyed because of this, but I was relieved when I saw her smile. We spent dinner together, laugh together, and talked a lot. Now I knew where her warmly and opened heart came from. She was exactly like her parents, loving, understanding and sharing. I was so blashed that I can feel the warm of this family. After dinner, and have a little talked with her parents, we went to her backyard. We are holding hand in the swing together. Not talked, just holding hand tightly, but I can feel peaceful
"Sorry.. Sory that I followed you. I just can't stand it, when you are avoiding me since you came to the set. I am sorry." finally I embolden myself to start a conversation
"That's oke Oppa. No worries. I am not avoiding you. It's been several time, that I didn't come home. My mom was begging me last night to come, so I was in a hurry, since I am still have nothing to give to her." she smiled then squeeze my hand
"Your family is lovely. Thank you for accepting a unwanted guest like me tonight." I told her
"I am glad you come. Really." she smiled again. I don't know when it started, but it end up with a sweet and gentle kiss. I am blowing away that time, when my lips met hers. That was our first kiss, sweet and gentle one, I really can't forget it.
Since that time we are getting closer and closer, but I still don't know whether this is love or not. The one that I know, I became more possesive, more jealous and more insecure if it is related to her. As usual, she never complained with my behaviour. She is so patient. In the other hands, my ex girlfriend, I think she realize that my attention to her reduced little by little. She is became more demanding. Sometimes, she called me in the middle of the night, crying and asking me to come to comfort her. Stupid me, I still come. When I am busy to comfort my ex, I am trying so hard not to reduce my attention to her, but I am sure she knew. She knew that my attention is devided. But as usual, she didn't complained at all. She still always there, support me and listened to me. Since our show was temporary stop, we keep ourselves to meet regulary at least once a week. I always tried to make it as much as I can, but because of my ex, I can not accomplised it. Until that disaster day happened. That day, I've promised to have a lunch with her, but suddenly, my ex called me and cried, begging me to meet. I have to lied to her to cancel our lunch date. I told her that I have an urgent event to replace one of my member. She said oke, and said she was understand since I am a busy person. When my ex told me how suffered she is and beg me to comeback to her, suddenly she was there. She was there with her best friends. She looked so surprised, but she can handle the situation quickly. She smiled, then saying hallo without showing how dissapointed she was. I tried to came and talk to her, but my ex banned me and threaten me. I can not do anything, but I can not take my eyes over her. She was finished her lunch as soon as she can, then without saying goodbye to me, she is leaving. After that tragedy, she was gone. I can not contacted her. I asked her manager, he told me that she suddenly took a break and saying will go for a week. I came to her parents house, she was not there. They told me she went with her best friend for a holiday. They looked so surprised, when I came to find her. They thought she told me where she go. I have to lied to them and told them that my phone was broke, so might be she can not contact me. It's been a long crazy week for me, until finally she answered my phone. As soon as she was answering my call, I came to her apartment. She opened the door, her eyes swollen, but she let me in.
"I am sorry." that was the first word that came from me
"No need to say sorry Oppa. I understand. It was my fault though. I am the one who hope that you will stay with me, but that day, I completely realize that you are not for me. So, no need to say sorry Oppa." She hold my hand when saying that
"Don't leave me. I need you beside me." I am crying
"I am sorry. I can't Oppa. It's too hard and too painful to me. I need a time to fix my heart too. I promise you,I'll be there as soon as I can." she also cried
"Don't do this..Please.." I was begging her
"Oppa, promise me. Promise me that if you already manding your broken life before me, you'll come to me as a new person. I am still here Oppa, but I need a time to myself. I promised you, I'll be here, waiting for you and giving you a time. A time to fix, a time to decide. I love you Oppa." she kiss me slowly then went to the door and open it for me. Before I go, I heard she said  "Don't call me and please don't find me, until you are sure. Thank you for being with me Oppa." she smiled then closed the door. That time, I was really lost, don't know how to react. That night like the end of the world for me. Something hit me. I need her and I can not live without her. My life suddenly empty. I realize that I ruined everything. It's too late now. I just thrown a way the best things in my life.
My life seems so boring after that tragedy. I killed my time with worked, worked and worked. I work out every night like there is no tomorrow. I spent my day only for work and practicing, since we are in the middle of our world tour, and also preparing a new album. Until one month after it, one of my member told me that he met her in one of the famous restaurant. She was there with her manager, while my member was there for a meeting. I was angry and jealous in the same times. How come he can meet her, while she refused to meet me. I know it was coincidence, but I am still annoyed
"Why don't you call me as soon as you meet her?" I asked him in annoyed tone
"I texted you Hyung. It's impossible for me to call you in front of her." my member tried to convince me
"I know. As soon as she knew that you call me, she will run away." finally my tone is lower
"She is just like you. She also suffered, same like you. She is so skinny, Hyung. I can see the shadow of her swollen eyes. She must as hurt as you are." he convince me
"I don't know how to do. I am trying so hard to contact her. I sent her a message almost everyday, until now. I told her so many times that I miss her so much, I need her so much, but she didn't answered. I go crazy, but I don't have a courage to meet her. I am afraid that she will refuse me." I cried
"Hyung, what exactly did she said to you that night?" he tried to ask me carefully
"She said don't come to her until I can sattle my feeling, until I am sure that she is the one. She said it's enough for her to pretend that she feel nothing for me since it's hurt her.But she said she will wait for me to come to her again. Oh my God I am so stupid. I thrown away everything." 
"Hyung, you miss her don't you? You feel like you are in hell when she is not around. You miss her smile, you miss her presence next to you. Even God gave you a clear vision whose you have choose by showing you a lot of things. So, it means you love her Hyung. Grab her. I know she is the one since I saw both of you in your first meeting. She is the one who will complete you. She is not the one your unintended. Might be she is your unintended in the first place, but she is the one who you always love. Trust me Hyung. I know you for more than 10 years. Grab her Hyung, convince her, told her how much you love her. I am sure, she will accept you, like her promise." the words from my member hit me. I grab my jacket and went to meet her. Before I open my dorm door, I hugs him as a thank you
"I owe you this. Thank you for open my eyes and thank you for convince me." then I went with smile

She is there, inside her apartment when I arrived. Before I went to her apartment, I called her manager, to make sure where she is. She opened the door without saying a word, only smile. As soon as I was in her living room, she hugs me. I was so surprised, but then I hugs her back. Feels like heaven, only with a warm hugs and her smile. We didn't say a word, only hugs each other, but it's enough
"Thank you." finally she whisphered in the middle of our hugs
"I was the one who supposed to say thank you. Thank you for being you, thank you for everything you've done to me. I love you. I am sorry it takes time to realize it. I am sorry because when you were beside me, I am still busy with my past life before you. But now, I promise you with all my heart, I'll be there for you, I will protect you with all my life. Please, don't say no. I need you. This past two months is like living in a hell without you. I love you, believe me and please, don't leave me." I slowly lower my head and landing my lips in her beautiful, sweet and sexy lips. 
"Oppa, thank you. Thank you for being with me. I love you too." She smiled while cried
"Listen, the first time I saw you, you could be my unintended, that coming in the middle of my messy life to fix it. You bring back a light in my life without I realize. You bring back the warm in my heart. I am sorry that I make you cry, I am sorry that I hurt you. But losing you, made me realize that I can not live my life without you. From now on, I hope until forever, You are the one that I always love. My Sora." and then I kissed her again, now not a sweet gently kiss but demanding and passionate kiss. 
She might be the one that I don't want before, but now she is my everything..My life..My breath..My Love..My Sora..


by Muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one, I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one, I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life, I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one, I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life, I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life, I had before
Before you

Read more: Muse - Unintended Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Thursday, March 13, 2014


"Oppa, what time will you come? Do I have to go first, or do I have to wait? Our appointment is one hour from now." she called her husband
"Wait for me. I am on my way now. I'll be home less then 30 minutes. I'll call you when I am near and you just have to wait for me at the lobby down stairs, araso." her husband told her
"Araso Oppa. But Oppa, I am really nervous and afraid."
"Why? Are you afraid if the reality is different from the test that you've already done?"
"Ne." she was hesitate
"Listen darling, whatever it is, whatever the doctor said, whatever the result, I love you and will not leave you. So please, relax. See you soon baby." he end up the conversation after tried to comfort his wife

He can saw clearly how nervous his wife was. She didn't talk only hold his hand tightly. They went to the doctor accompany by his manager since they need someone that they can trust to keep it, at least for a while.

"Hyung, thank you, for driving us." he thanked him when they arrive at the hospital. They took unusual door in that hospital to avoid people's attention.
"It's oke Teukie-ah. Hope everything goes well. Just call me if you finish, then I drive you again." he comfort him while tapping his shoulder
"Thank you Oppa." finally she spoke

They wait around 10 minutes until finally they meet the doctor.
"Ah, Mr and Mrs Park, how are you? Long time no see. You know Mrs Park, my wife is a big fans of you. She didn't believe me when I told her that I know you." the doctor greet them while smile to her. He already knew them since he is the one who take care of her when she had an accident last year.
"I am fine Doc, feels like I am reborn again. And send my love and respect to your wife. It's very honour." She smile to hide her nervousness
"Mr Park, you look good also. How's army life?" he asked him
"Army life is good Sir, but I often feel lonely since I have to leave her alone at home. But, it just 7 months to go, so I'll be hang on." he smiled
"Good. Btw, what can I do for you guys? Did you feel something Mrs Park?" the doctor asked her. Before she answered him, she squeezed her husband hand tighter
"Ehm, I..I don't have my period for almost two months, Sir. I don't know why. Actually, I didn't realize that I didn't get my period until peoples around me protested because of my behavior. My emotion easily changed. And I also did some test and these are the result." she slowly gave her test pack result to him
The doctor looked so surprised when saw the result and it made her more nervous. Her husband knew about it, and tried to comfort her by squeezing her hand.
"Mrs Park, from what I heard and from the result, I am quite sure that you are pregnant. But to make it sure, let's see it inside, if you are really pregnant, you will meet your baby soon. Mr Park you can accompany your wife. From what I saw, she need your support." the doctor told him

During the preparation, a nurse was helping her to take care anything, but she never let her husband's hand go, she keep holding it tightly
"Oke, are you ready Mrs Park, hope we can meet the baby soon, just relax and don't be nervous." he tried to comfort. Her womb finally showed in the monitor through the USG camera. The doctor slowly tried to find it. "Where are you little baby, your Mom and Dad wants to meet you, don't be shy, please show up." the doctor tried to make this couple relax. It's only around 2 minutes, but it feels like a year for her, until suddenly the doctor told them
"Is it you baby? Wait, something strange here." the Doctor seems so confused
"What's wrong Doc? Something wrong?" suddenly he feel nervous
"No Sir, that was not something bad, but please wait a moment, I have to make sure first." the Doctor more focus, and after a minute, finally he said, "Mr and Mrs Park, meet your babies to be. You see this two little pockets, which is there is a spot inside it, that is your babies to be. This little pocket actually an amniotic bags, while the spot is the fetus. It will be grow. From the description here, now you are at your 8 weeks of pregnancy. Congratulation. And you are not only got one, you got twins. Amazing, exactly same like before. Two fraternal babies. Once again, congratulation." the doctor finally smiled
"Oppa." that's the only words that she can say. She didn't realize that she was crying
"Twins? Really?" he can not believe what he just heard. "Thank you Sora-ya. Thank you for giving me these wonderful gift that I never had. Thank you. You made me complete." he tried so hard to hold his happy tears then slowly kiss her lips gently. For a second, they forgot where they are now.
"Once again congratulation. Now, you can get up, then we can talk in my desk. My assistant will help you Mrs Park, and Mr Park, you can go with me." the Doctor said

"Congratulation for your pregnancy Mrs Park, I am happy for both of you." the nurse sincerely told her while helping her
"Thank you Miss. I never feel this happy. Thank you for helping me." she smiled then bow her

While her husband has a serious talked with the doctor about her condition.

"How is her condition Sir, everything fine? There is nothing to worry, right?" he was a little bit nervous and worried in the same time
"She is fine. Her womb condition is fine, the fetus also perfectly clinging in her womb. She will be fine, but maybe she have to reduce her schedule a little. Don't be too busy, since this is still in the first semester and don't forget that she got twins." the doctor remind him while she finally show up and sit beside him
"Mrs Park, I suggest that you reduce your schedule for a while. Don't take a striping drama until more than 100 episode, it will drain your energy. I have to observing your condition since you've had an accident before. I didn't mean to remind you about that, but I think I just want you to take care of yourself since there are another persons who really depend on you right now." the doctor told her
"Oke Sir, thank you so much. Thanks for remind me." She thanked him
"Any other question?" the doctor asked them
"Sir, can I asked you to keep this from peoples? I mean we are hiding our married from public, and although I am so happy with this, I still have to think a lot of things since I am still in the army, while she still have to do her schedule, contract and everything. We will tell public about it, but I think not now. So I beg you, to keep it first." he told him
"Don't worry about it Mr Park, I have an ethic to keep my patient condition as a secret. Your wife condition is save, even if you won't tell people when she deliver her babies, it's fine. You can trust me on it." he tried to comfort him
"Sir, I have a little question. Ehm, I have to attend some award soon, Is it oke if I use a high heels?" she hesitate
"That's oke Mrs Park, as long as you don't use it all day long. My suggestion for you, just wear it right before you get off from the car.And don't use it everyday. Araso?" he told her
"Ah, oke-oke. Thank you Sir. Oppa, I will go to the toilet, are you going to wait me here?" she asked her husband
"Mrs Park, you can use my personal toilet inside." the doctor told her and asked her assistant to help her.

"Actually, I have a question Sir, but honestly, I don't know how to asked you." he asked him slyly
"Why? Ah, you don't have to asked me, but my answer, it's oke Mr Park, you still can do it, but please, do it gently, at least for the first semester. Don't make her too tired, araso." the doctor smile then winked to him
"Araso Sir, I got it." he smiled but he can not hide his shy since his face was so red

"Hyung, I am going to be a father. See these are my children, beautiful isn't it?" he can not hide his happiness as soon as they are in the car.
"Congratulation Teukie-ah, you too Sora-ya. Hope they will grow healthy and you can deliver the babies safely. So, where we gonna go now?" his manager asked them
"To my mother house, just drop me there. My personal car was there, so we will use it after this, Hyung." he told him
"Teukie-ah, how about SM? You have to tell the big boss about it." his manager tried to remind him
"I know Hyung, I know. But not today. I will meet him tomorrow, together with Sora. I also will arrange an appointment to Sora's President. We, I mean I will take care of it. I don't wanna lie, if it is just me and Sora, we can handle it, but now, there is my child to be that I have to protect, so I have to face it and find a way." he told him while smile to his wife who looks so nervous.
"Araso. Good luck, and you deserve to fight for it. No worries. This time, I personally will support you, and I think so do your members." his manager smile
"Thank you Hyung. What about Super Junior schedule for today? Can you arrange a meeting with them? Me and Sora will come to dorm tonight and please prepare a dinner for them, Just order it and I will take care of it .I have to tell them this happy news." he asked his manager to arrange a meeting with them
"Sure. But I won't tell them what the occasion is. Here you go guys, good luck and see you again tonight." he told them as soon as they arrive at his family house
"Bye Hyung."
"Thank you Oppa."

"Omma, where are you?" he shout out as soon as he entered her mom house
"Jung Su-ah, is it your habit to yell every time you come home? How are you? Are you on your vacation now? " her mother smile then hold him and her daughter inlaw
"Omma, where's nunna? There's something that I want to tell you both." he smile, then take his wife to sit in the coach of their living room
"What's wrong? Is it a good one or a bad one? Your nunna is out of town, she was preapering for join a new project. " his mother started to worried
"Omma, starting from now on, please take care of my Sora more and more. Always remind her to stay health and don't be too tired, because she is having my babies now." he told his mother proudly
"Really? Omona.. I am so happy. Come here Sora-ya, I want to hold you." she smiled then open her hand to hugs her "Thank you Sora-ya, to bring this happy news for me. Omo, I'll be a grandmother soon." she didn't realize that she's teary
"Omma, don't cry, this is supposed to be a good news. Let me show you something, and I am sure you will amaze." he gave her USG pictures that they got from the doctor "See these two little pockets with a small dot? Those are my babies. They are twins,Omma. They are 8 weeks old." he is so proud showing that to his Mom
"Omona, twins? My grandchildren to be. Please take care of your health Sora-ya, don't be too tired and maintain your health. I am sure me and your mom will come every week to check out your condition. Those are our first grandchildren, so everything must be good." she can not hide her excitement
"I am sure these two will be spoiled by them" he's whispering in his wife ears while his wife only happily smile.

They are resting in his mother house around 2 hours. After that, they went to her parents house to tell them this wonderful news. Like at his mother's house, they also spent 2 hours to stay at her parent's house. Both of them are so happy and promised him to take care of her while he was away.

"Hyung, are they home already? Did you already order what I told you before?" he told his manager on the way to Super Junior's dorm
"All of them are here and they are waiting for you two. Btw, they ate already, there was something that I can't hold." his manager inform him.
"Araso Hyung, no problems. We'll be there in a few minutes." Leeteuk end up the conversation

"Oppa, I am curious with their reaction. Are they gonna be happy for us?" Sora started worried again
"I am sure, they are gonna be happy for us. Trust me, having a twins nephews, is a very good news for them. Trust me for that Sora-ya." he smiled while squezing her hands

As soon as they arrived at Suju's dorm, they are greeted by all of the member who unpatienly waiting for them
"So Hyung, Hyungsunim, what's up? Why you asked manager Hyung to gathered us here?" Kyuhyun straight to the point asking the couple
"Listen guys. I am really begging your help now. Please support and protect us. We are gonna have a babies soon. We just came from the doctor and he told us that my Sora is in her 8 weeks of pregnancy now." he told them and smiled to them
"Really? Wah, Daebak.. Congratulation Hyung, Hyungsunim." Sungmin can not hide his happiness.
"But you said, you gonna have a babies? Means?" Siwon asked them
"Sora is bringing my twin babies now." He smile proudly
"Really??? Wah double deabak. You are good Teukie ah. How can you manage and made her pregnant? Wah, you are really man now." Heechul tease him, and hugs him
"Yah, that was proving that I am a real healthy man, right." Leeteuk can not hold his smile then winked to his member
"Hyungsunim, are you sure, you chosed him as a father of your children?" Eunhyuk tried to tease his leader
"Yah.. Hyuk-ah, what ever you said, she already choosed me, not other men. And the most important things, she had my babies now." Once again Leeteuk proudly answered his member
"Congratulation Hyung, Hyungsunim. And honestly, I am envy you two. But I really hope the twin will resamble Hyungsunim's beauty, not you, Hyung." Kyuhyun told them
"Aish you guys, please stop teasing Teuk Oppa. And thank you for congratulate us. Like Oppa told you guys, please support and protect us. I knew, it might be bothering you guys, but please support us." finally Sora told them and thanked to them
"See, my wife love me so much. She even defend me form your naughty and annoying word. Thank you baby." Leeteuk smiled and kiss Sora's lips lightly in front of them
"Yeah, get a room Hyung." Reewook finally spoke up
"Teukie-ah, don't do that. I am sure you can not hold yourself after it. One kiss, will continue to another one, so hold yourself for a while, especially in front of us." Heechul told him and made Sora's cheek blushing
"Hyung, Please remember, Sora is still in the first stage of her pregnancy. It will be danger for her, remembering how rude you are at bed." Sungmin teased him also
"Ya, Chulie-ah, Sung min-ah." Leeteuk only can yelling after his friend teasing them
"Hyungsunim, congratulation, can not wait to see my special nephews." Donghae congratulate her while trying to hold her stomach. But before he can do that, Leeteuk's hand already hit him
"Yah, what are you doing Donghae-ah. No touch.. Don't ever try to touch my wife. It is forbiden." Leteuk yelled at him
"Hyung, I just want to congratulate Hyungsunim, that's it. I am happy for you guys." Donghae smiled and pretend that there is nothing happen

They back home after two hour spending a time with Super Junior. Leeteuk still can not believe what happend in his life. A long the way home, he hold her hands and once kiss her palm.
"Oppa, you are so chessy." she can not hold her happiness
"Thank you darling, thank you for everything that you've done for me. Thank you for always beside me, endure with me and giving me a very beautiful gifts. I love you." he kiss her cheek again
"Oppa. I am afraid, how is your President and my President reaction." she can not hide her worries
"We face it together. What ever it is, we face it together baby. No worries. Even if I have to paid a penalty of your contract, I will do it. No worries. Just think about yourself and our babies, don't think to much. Araso? You believe in me, right?" he tried to comfort her
"Yes Oppa. I believe in you." she smiled "Oppa, thank you, for being you." she told him and kiss his cheek


Both of Leeteuk and Sora look nervous when they are waiting for Lee So Man in his office. They just interlock their hand each other, to give a strenght to each other. Not until 15 minutes later, Lee So Man came and sit in front of the couples
"You have your holiday Jung Su-ah? Is it a good holiday?" Lee So Man opened the conversation with this couple who looked very nervous in front of him
"For me, this is my best holiday. Honestly Sir, there is something that I want to tell you. About us, about our family." Leeteuk gain his courage to tell his President about them
"Something happend, Jung Su? Why? You looked so nervous. And you too Sora-ya. You looked like just eating a poisoning food." Lee So Man tried to release the tense
"Sir, Me and Sora, We are gonna have a babies soon. I am really begging you to support us." Leeteuk finally told him
"Babies? Twins?" Lee So Man still can not believe what he just heard
"Yup Sir, twins. We went to the doctor yesterday, and it clearly shown that we will have twins soon." Leeteuk told him while squeezing her hand
"Wah, congratulation then, after what happend to Sora last year, finally both of you got them. Honestly, I am speechless and don't know how to react, but I think it will be fine. When will the baby born? After or before you discharge from army?" Lee So Man asked him
"She is in her 8 weeks of pregnancy Sir, so the twins will born right after I am discharge from army." he finally got his courage to face his President
"Good, Two of you will keep the babies, right?" Lee So Man asked them
"Yes Sir." both of them answered him
"Once again, congratulation. I think it's oke for you two to have children. About how to tell this news to public, especially to ELF, let me take care of it." Lee So Man smiled
"Thank you Sir, thank you so much for supporting us." he seems release
"Thank you for your understanding Sir." She bowed her husband's President
"Aish, that's oke. You two deserve it. Btw, how about you Sora-ya? I mean you just join the new agency, can they accept it?" Lee So Man question like bombing them and make them back to reality
"Actually, my old agency was marger with my new agency, so when I was joining this new agency, they knew that I am married and the consequencies of married is pregnancy. But honestly, I still don't how their reaction Sir." Sora explain the condition
"I will take care everything Sir, including if I have to pay penalty because of this." Leeteuk helped his wife
"I see. Jung Su-ah, if there is something happend to her contract, I mean, if her company can not accepted her condition, let her sign with our SM&C. We can prepare her after she deliver the twins." Lee So Man told them
"Really? Thank you very much Sir. Let me see it first." Leeteuk can not hide his happiness
"Thank you Sir. Thank you for your offer, but if my company can accepted my condition, I think it's better for me to stay with them. Better for our family also. But once again, thank you very much for your kindness Sir." Sora told him and once again bowed him
"It's oke. Now, I think both of you have to settle the problem soon and I will have a meeting soon. Congratulation kids, I am happy for both of you." Lee So Man smiled, right before the couple leave his office

After have a serious discussion with his President, they decided to go to Sora's company. They really want to fix everything in one day, so they can think what the next step to take to handle the situation
"Oppa, I never expected your President reaction. I am really surprissed." She told him when they were on the way to Sora's company
"Me too. So, just one more things and I am sure everything going to be all right." he told his other half


As soon as they arrived at Sora's company, her President already waiting for them
"Sora-ya coming. Ah, Leeteuk-ssi, please coming." her President asked them to come to his office
"What's going on? Why you two suddenly come together? I am sure there is something serious that you guys want to talk." her President told them
"I will talked straight to the point Sir. My wife, I mean Sora-ya, she got pregnant. I know she just join this company, but we already waiting for this miracle, especially after the incident last year. So, I am begging you to support us." he told him nervously
"Ah, so you are pregnant. Really? Wah, it's really shocking news for me and for the company off course. But I think it's oke. I knew your condition when I am taking over your old company, so I knew the consequences. Dispite I don't know how to react right now, but I completely understand. Now, let me congratulate you guys. Some actress are married here, so if they got pregnant, I think we just have to think the strategy how to get you a role in drama or movies." hearing what her President said made them release
"Thank you Sir, thank you very much for your understanding." he thanked him and bowed to him
"It's oke Leeteuk-ssi. I hope this baby will born after you discharge, so it will be easier for us to answer all of the question." her President showed him his concern
"If everything oke, they will born right after I am discharge from army Sir."
"Good, congratulation Sora, Leeteuk-ssi. Let see how your pregnancy going, if it is possible, you still can have your advertise and drama. Let see, let's wait in a month or two. Thank you for letting me know about it. Sora is one of our rising star, and we are sure that your carrier will be rising with us." Her President tried to comfort this couple.
"Thank you Sir, once again thank you very much." Once again Leeteuk bowed to him

At the rest of his holiday season, they spent the time together, and doing a lot of things together. He even helped her to choose a dress that she will wear at SBS drama award. When Sora decided to choose sexy black dress, Leeteuk can hide his awe when seeing his other half, but he didn't like if a lot of people see her like that.

"Are you sure will wear that dress?" he showed his dissagrement after seeing how sexy his wife was
"I like this Oppa. The dress is perfect. My belly won't show and no one will recognize that I am pregnant. This also not too short, so I think I will choose this one." She convince him
"But, I think that was too open. It show all of your bare shoulder." he still tried to argue
"So, did you mean that I look ugly in this dress?" she start to loose her confidence
"Not like that Baby. You look perfect, beautiful, but it was too sexy. I don't like when anyone seeing you like that. I am the only one who can see you like that." he can not hide his jealousy
"Aish, Oppa. Stop it. Don't be too childish like that. Like it or not, I choosed this one. Oke, now smile, show me your support." she teased her husband
"Oke, deal, but with one condition. I will go with you. Although public won't see me, but I will wait for you or I will seat in one of audience." he ensisted and didn't want to hide his jealousy

Two days later, Sora came with her beautiful black dress, walking a little bit nervous at the red carpet. Her husband actually went in the same car with her, but straight to wait at the dressing room behind the stage. He looks at her and feel a litlle bit annoyed when seeing she sat beside her drama partner. Although some bad comment to Sora's performance that night, but most of the nitizen praise her performance and her appereance.

Right after they went home, and start to sleep, suddenly Sora gave her a husband shocking question
"Oppa, am I became uglier and fatter?" she asked him while placing her had in his chest
"What? Uglier and fatter? What the hell Sora-ya? Why you asked me such a stupid and unreasonable question like that?" Leeteuk got shock hearing his wife question
"Since we comfirm that we're gonna have twins, you never kiss me. Oh no, you kissed me once, in the doctor room, after that you completely ignore me. Didn't you miss me Oppa?" Sora told him
"It's not like that. You are the most beautiful woman for me, always, no one denied it. The reason why I didn't kiss you just because I have to take care of you. I miss you a lot off course. Trust me please, it's not ignoring you, it's protecting you." he comfort his wife by kissing her forehead
"But Oppa, I miss you so much." she is sulking him now
"Oke, give me your lips. Let me kiss you." Leeteuk smiled and gave her a very short and light kiss in her lips "Now sleep, good night baby. I love you." he told her then pretend to sleep
"Oppa, that was not a kiss. Please.." now she become annoyed
"Baby.. Please.. I have to protect you and the babies." he really don't know how to handle his wife right now. This is not like an usual Sora, this is different Sora.
"Oppa, please." she is sulking him again

Slowly he kiss her lips, for the smooth one became intens and passionate. Without he even realize, his hand was brink of ripping her clothes off. He continue kissing her fiercely. His hand was exploring Sora's body and enjoyed inch of it. Sora felt warmed all over from the sheer of joy realizing that this powerful, handsome and strong man, miss her and wanted her also. Her moan was caught in his mouth and trapped with his. When it was getting hotter, suddenly he pulled out himself and stop it, made Sora feel lost.

"Oppa, why? I need you. Please." she was begging him
"Baby, we have to stop, not good for you and the babies." he tried to explain his wife
"But I want you. Make love to me please. You gonna back to the camp soon, I am going to miss you a lot. Please. If you don't want to do it for me, do it for your children. This is what they want." She is sulking him again
"Oh My God Sora-ya. You are really the death of me. Come here baby." He can not reject his wife right now, since actually he miss her and want her so much.

Leeteuk stayed for two more days, before he went back to his camp after the holiday over. He didn't want to leave his wife but he has no choice. Two days after he back to tha army, Sora got a award for popularity award at Asia Model Festival Award. She looks so stunning and beautiful with her white dress. As soon as he saw her pictures, he can not hold himself not to text his other half

"Hallo my sweet hot Momma, I love your dress a lot. You look stunning, sexy and very beautiful. I love the dress and I love your hair style.I love everything in you. You really like an angel falls from the sky. I love you more and more. Please take care of yourself and those little me who grow in you. I miss you all already. Love You always."

(***to be continued***)

PS:  Sorry for a long delayed for my update. So busy with work and everything. I know this is not too good story and might be a little bit borring, but I really hope you guys still like it. Btw, about the song, Might be a lot of you never heard this old romantic song, but this is one of my favorite one. I hope you guys like the songs, since the lyrics is so good :)

by Atlantic Starr

Girl you are to me, all that a woman should be
And I dedicate my life to you always
The love like yours is grand
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way, for always
And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me, hey
Ooh, your life is sun chasing all the rain away
When you come around you bring brighter day
You're the perfect one for me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Come with me my sweet let's go make a family
And they will bring us joy, for always
Oh boy, I love your soul
I can't find enough ways to let you know
But you can be sure of course, for always
And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me, hey
Ooh, your life is sun chasing all the rain away
When you come around you bring brighter day
You're the perfect one for me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Hey, ooh you're like the sun chasing all of the rain away
When you come around you bring brighter days
You're the perfect one for me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always
Ooh, I will love you so for always

Thursday, January 23, 2014


"Can somebody fix her make up? She looks so pale." the photographer suddenly shout out asking somebody to fix her make up
"Something wrong? Did you feel something?" her personal assistant came to help her
"I don't know unnie, just feel tired. A little bit tired, but I am fine actually. Did I looks like really pale?" she started panic
"If I saw you like this, I didn't feel that you are pale, but might be it shown in the camera.Now, it's ready. Better Sir?" her assistant asked the photographer
"Yup, much better, even though you still look pale, but it's oke. Btw, are you feeling well? Looks like you are sick or something?" now her photographer started worry with her condition
"I am fine Sir, just a little bit tired." she told him

30 minutes later the photo shoot for one of the famous fashion magazine was done. The photographer prize her because of her good job, her pose and her dedication. He also worried and asked her whether she is fine or not. On her way to her next schedule, suddenly she missed her husband, a lot, different from other time. She really want to cry because of her sudden feeling. She tried to call her husband so many times, although she knew that her husband won't pick up the phone since he still in his duty hours.

"Oppa I miss you" she whispering while her eyes teary

"Something bad happen? What's wrong?" her personal assistant asked her
"Aniya, nothing unnie, just suddenly miss him badly." she smiled
"Ah, he will have his vacation soon, right? So, no worries. If you think of him a lot, somehow he will feel it and will distract his concentration, so be calm. He must be miss you too." her assistant tried to comfort her.
"Unnie, I must be look ugly in the photo shoot, right?" her emotion suddenly change again and she started to cry again
"Aish, who said that. No one said that you look ugly. The photographer only said that you look pale. Don't think too much. Otherwise he also prize you that you do a good job, right?" once again her assistant tried to comfort her
"Thank you unnie, for bring up my mood back." she smiled then hugs her assistant 
"Btw, we still have to try a clothes for a movie premier event, do we have to go now?" her assistant asked her after she have her good mood back.
"I don't think so unnie, I am so tired and want to go home soon. I think I am going to sleep as soon as I arrive home." she feel tired
"Really? It just 7:30 pm and you are sleepy already? Fine, we go home now, and will try the clothes tomorrow." her assistant finally succumb
"Unnie, can I just use my own clothes? I mean this is only a movie premier where my best friends on it. I think I will mix match my clothes and no worries I will looking stunning as usual." she tried to have a joke with her assistant. 
"It's all up to you. Might be all busy schedule that you have made you really tired. Now sleep, I will wake you up as soon as we arrive." her assistant told her

"Did you feel something wrong with her?" her assistant whispering to her manager "Her mood easily changed. I know her for almost 5 years. She is not that kind of girl." 
"Might be she just tired with her whole busy schedule. Her long drama just finished, and she less of break. And after her drama finished, she still have a lot of schedule. If I were her, I will feel tired too." her manager tried to share his opinion
"That's make sense. But as long as I know, even though she feel tired, she still can manage her mood, but now days, she was strange." she still feel that something wrong with her behavior

As soon as she arrive, she take a bath. When she ready to sleep, her phone rang and she was so excited to pick up the phone since she miss him badly
"Oppa.." she was shout out answering the phone
"Woah my baby, you look so excited. Something good happen today? I saw more than 10 miss call. I really worried that something wrong happen to you, but hearing your excited voice, I think everything fine." he smiled hearing his other half voice
"Everything good Oppa, I just finish three schedule today and suddenly I miss you so much, more than usual, that's why I call you a lot." her voice suddenly change and trembling
"Princess, are you oke? Are you crying? I just relieve that I heard your exciting voice, now you are crying?" now he really worried
"Aniya Oppa, I don't know either, why I became like this. Lately my mood and emotion change easily. Oppa, I miss you, I want you to be here now. I want to hold you." she is really crying now
"Listen baby, I will have my long vacation soon, so no worries.Wait for me. I will be with you all the time. Now stop crying, oke. You made me worried if you cry like this." he tried so hard to comfort her
"I am sorry Oppa, to make you worried. This is not usual me. I don't know why." she answered him while she is yawning
"Baby, are you sleepy already? It just 8:30 pm. You are the person who can stand up until midnight." he feel strange
"Maybe because I am too tired Oppa. Can you sing something? For my lullaby. If I am not answering you, means I sleep already. Please.. Please.. " she persuade her husband
"Oke..oke.. what song do you want to hear?" he gave up
"Ehm, anything sweet, since I miss you." she told him in her aegyo way
 Her husband finally gave up and sing one of her favorite song from 4Men, Baby Baby. A song that represent their relationship. But not until the song finished, he heard nothing from her. 
"Baby, are you sleeping?" he tried to asked and no answered. That time he knew that his other half already flew to her dreaming world "Sleep well Princess and I love you so much." he end up his phone

The next morning, she wake up when her personal assistant came and wake her up
"Wake up sleepy head. It's 8 o clock now. You said you wanna go to the gym to have a pilattes class. Wake up." her assistant tried to wake her
"Unnie, I think I am too lazy to do anything. I don't know just feel too tired since yesterday." she still close her eyes when answering her
"Are you sick? Seriously? Let's go to the doctor then." her assistant start to worried with her condition.
"I am fine unnie, just tired, trust me. Let me get rest today. I don't have any schedule right? I think I just wanna stay home today. If there is a meeting or something, let manager Oppa take care of it, tell me the detail later. " she insisted
"Oke, as long as I know today there is no something important. Your schedule just fitting and choosing a clothes for your up coming event. Just get rest, I'll going back to the office and told this to your manager. If there is something, please call me." she told her while walking to the door
"Araso unnie. Thank you.. I love you so much." she smiled then continued her sleep

(***two weeks later***)
"Are you sure you're gonna use this sweater and short?" her personal assistant get confused with the clothes that she pick for movie premier event
"Yup, there is nothing wrong with this right. The color is good, since it was saphire blue and fix with this short. And unnie, I choose this color because it fix with my brother in laws who release their new Japanese album Blue World today. Although I am not there, but this will show that I am supporting them. And to make my clothes looks good, I just have to use a stocking with it, and with this new bag, I think it will be perfect. Ah, I will also use this." she showed her assistant her new necklace that her husband just gave her
"Oke, now, we just have to put a right make up and a right hair style to make you looks stunning." her assistant finally give up
"Unnie, did you really think it will be good right?" she started undecided
"Ais you are the one who insisted to wear this, now you wanna change?" her assistant start to get sulky
"I think it will be great, but I don't like the hair style." she told her when they tried to make a pony tail hair
"So, what do you want. What kind of style that you want?" she asked her
"Let make it like when I went to Golden Glove award." She told her. 

As soon as her stylish finish to make her hair, she hesitated again

"What about if we just loose the hair,maybe it will be more natural." she told them
"Make up your mind darling. What kind of styles that you will pick. Don't make anyone got confused. You have to be at the vanue one and half hours from now." her assistant started impatient with her behavior
"Unnie, are you mad at me. I am sorry unnie, I didn't mean to make you angry." her eyes teary
"Not like that. It just unusual you. Don't cry. But in my opinion, the pony tail hair is the best. You look cute and fit with the clothes, the bags and the necklace
"Oke unnie, thank you. Once again, I am so sorry." She smiled then hugs her assistant

Two days later, she went to tried her clothes for another event at Busan. A lot of great and colorful clothes, but she choose a simple black full slave shirt, with simple black mini a line skirt, plus a simple belt.

"Why you choose this one?What did you think when you choose it? I think this is too simple." her assistant told her
"It's oke unnie, this is gonna be simply elegant. I love it." she smiled
"But black color? Don't you think this dress much better?" her assistant showed her a simple baby pink sleeveless a line dress. "I think it will be really good in you. Why don't you choose this one?" she tried to convince her
"No unnie, that kind of color is just not me.I want something different, I love this, black will be good for me." she was insisted
"Fine, if you choose that one, it's oke. Let's have a dinner first, then we can go home." her assistant told her
"Oke, You know unnie, I really want to eat ddeokbokki. Let's buy it." suddenly she feel excited
"Oke we can buy ddeokbokki on our way home." her assistant told her
"Unnie, I don't want any ddeokbokki, I just want Grandma Ma Bok Rim ddeokbokki." Sora told her
"If you want to eat that,means we have to turn around, since that place is far from your house.Let's buy any ddeokbokki, street ddeokbokki will great tho." her assistant tried to remind her
"Unnie, Shindan dong is not too far, and I am not sleepy yet, so I think it will be great if we come there. Please." she persuade her
"Oke, araso, let's go there. Since Ma Bok Rim ddeokbukki is the most delicious one, it's worth it." finally she give up

When they are already at ddeobokki house, suddenly she lost her appetite. She only eat 2 piece of ddeobokki then finish. It made her manager and her assistant confused
"Ya, you are the one who insisted that we came to this place, and now, you are the one who didn't want it. How come?" her manager asked her
"I don't know Oppa, suddenly I lost my appetite. Suddenly I feel tired." she told them "Omo, is it something wrong in me? Why I feel like this?" she whispering.

On the way home, she suddenly asked her manager to stop at Kona beans
"Oppa, can we go to Kona? I miss my mother in law." she asked her manager
"Kona? Are you crazy? How about if Super Junior fans recognize you?" her manager can not believe what he just heard
"But I miss her Oppa, Please. I am also want to drink Kona's americano." she do her aegyo to persuade her manager.
"Oke let's go there. Just stay in the car first, you can go in if your mother in law is there, if not, I will buy you your favorite americano. Deal?" her manager give up
"Thank you Oppa, you are the best." 

"This is your americano. She went home an hour ago. The Kona's staff told me." her manager told her while gave her a hot a mericano just like she wished
"Aish, this is annoying. I really miss her and want to hugs her. Oppa, for the americano, I think I don't want it You can take the americano or you can give it to someone else." suddenly she got sulky
"What? This is the second time you acted strange tonight. Are you sure you are oke? Are you sick?" her manager asked her again.
"No, I am fine Oppa." she answered him. After a couple minutes, suddenly she remembered something "Btw Oppa, what date is today?"
"December 15, why? Something wrong?"  
"Nothing Oppa, nothing. Btw unnie, do I really look good in the dress that I choose? Will it be great? I don't wanna look ugly or strange in that dress"she start undecided again
"Off course. Why? Like you said before, that dress is perfect. After you use and combined everything like your plan, everything fine." her assistant told her

On the way back home, she asked her manager to stop for a while at apothecary. She has to make sure something.

"Everything fine? Are you sure that you are oke?" her manager showed his worried
"I am fine Oppa, just buy a vitamin, I feel a little bit tired lately." she smiled and tried to cover something

She went to bed very early that night. She is very nervous and worried. She just realize something and afraid that her suspicion became reality. This is not because she is not happy if that really happen, but she is worried, it will make another problem. She didn't care, as long as just affect in her,  but she was worried for her husband. That it will be affected in her husband carrier. 

It still 6 o clock in the morning, but she already fully wake. Right after she wake up, she straight doing the test and the result is like she was suspected. Two line showed. In the other hand she was very happy, what she want, what she expected became reality. After the incident and after tragedy happen, she never expected this will happen so soon. She was very happy, but also worried in the same time. She dialed her husband number, although she didn't expected that he will pick up the phone. She was also sending a message to her manager and her assistant asking them not to come since she has no schedule. She said to them that she will take a rest before flying to Busan next day. 

After breakfast she took a taxi and went again to the nearest apothecary to buy another one. She just want to make sure. She still don't believe with something just happen in her life that will changed everything. Arrived home, she run to the bath room to take another one, and the result still same, two line was shown up. She was so confused and don't know what to do. The only things that she realize she took her car key and drove somewhere, to release her worried.

"Can I met Private 1st rank soldier Park Jung Su?" she told the officer in the gate of the army camp as soon as she arrive
"And who are you? What's your name?" the officer asked her
"My name is Kang Sora. I am his wife." she told him confidently
"Just wait a moment please." he asked her to wait

After three minutes, he come back and asked her to wait at the guest room in front office. They will call her husband to come and meet her there

"Soldier Park Jung Su, someone want to meet you at the guest room. You can go now." one of his army friend came to him 
"Really? Who is it?" he asked him when they walked to the guest room
"I don't know. The gate office didn't tell me anything. They just said that I have to bring you to the guest room." his friend told him
"Ah araso. Thank you then." he smiled then entered the room, then got startled when seeing who was there

"Princess? Is that really you? What's wrong? I saw your miss call this morning. I am planning to call you back tonight, but you are here already. What's wrong?" he came to her and hugs her, and he was shock after realize that his uniform was wet with her tears
"Baby what's wrong? What happen to you? You drove almost 2 hours for coming here, and now you just cry? What happen darling, don't make me worried. Please. Just tell me what happen." he tried to comfort her
"Oppa, please don't get mad on me. Promise?" she finally speak after she can control herself
"I promise you. Now, please don't cry. Other people looking at you now. They must be thinking, why that beautiful Kang Sora cried? Did her husband, the famous Super Junior leader made a huge mistake and made her cry?" he tried to told her a joke and make her smile. She finally smile. 
After seeing a beautiful smile came from her, he took her to sit on one of the table in the room
"Oppa, did you remember that I always feel tired lately? Did you remember when I told you that a lot of people told me that I am more pale now days?" she told him slowly
"Yup I remember. I asked you to come to doctor to control yourself. I also asked you to take a vitamin and reduce your schedule a little. Did you see the doctor?" he told her while hold her hand tight
"Nope, but then I realize something. I decided to take some test before going to see the doctor, to full fill my suspicion. And this is the result Oppa." slowly she gave him the result from the test that she take twice

He look at the result, confused for a while, then looking his other half with his unbelievable face
"Baby, what does it means? It's means that we're gonna.." he can not finish his word since he was shock
"Yes Oppa, yes. At least that what the test said. Two lines means that I am pregnant." she told him carefully
"Really? Really?" he didn't realize that he was yelling
"Yah Oppa, don't yelled. Everyone looking at you now." she tried to remind him
"Everyone, attention please. I am going to be a father. I am going to have a child." he was yelling and made everyone in that room hear
"Oppa, silent please. I still have to go to the doctor and make sure about it." she was very shy with her husband action
"I don't care Babe. I don't care. I want anyone knew how happy I am." he smile and kiss her palm when suddenly one by one of his friend came and congratulate him

"Oppa, is it really oke? I mean my pregnancy. Will it be oke for you? How's your carrier, how is Super Junior. I am afraid Oppa. I am afraid with everyone reaction.Do we have to keep it?" she pour her worried 
"Listen Baby. Off course we have to keep it. What the hell coming in your mind to throw away this gift? This is something that we've been waiting for. No worries, I will take care everything. We face it together. I will have my vacation soon. As soon as I am free, let us take care of this thing. But the most important things that we have to do is going to the doctor together. I really want to see little me grow up." he smiled
"Oppa, I am relieve that you are happy with this. Actually I just suspected about this pregnancy since yesterday. I realize after I still didn't get my period for almost two months. As soon as I got the result I called you, but I don't know why, I am just thinking that I have to come to tell you soon about this." 
"Listen darling. I am happy. Indeed, I am very happy with this. We will face it together. I will protect you and my little one who grow up in you now, with all my life. I will take both of you in my arms and hold you right where you belong, till the day my life is through. This I promise you. Thank you and I love you so much My Princess." he convince her and slowly kiss her lips gentle
"I love you too Oppa." She smiled. She believe that he will protect her and her little one 

(***to be continued***)

This I Promise You
by N'sync
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart (give you my heart)

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow,

Forever has now begun...
Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you..

This I promise you..
Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn't be living at all...
And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes 
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)

Every word I say is true

This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

Monday, January 20, 2014


(6 January 2014)
"Sora-ya your phone was ringing all the time when you tried and picking up your dress." her manager told her. Already 8:30 pm, and she just finished fitting her dress for an award invitation which is will be hold next week
"Who is it Oppa?" she came to her manager while taking her phone "Ah, Teuk Oppa? What's wrong? It's been 11 missed call." she is wondering

"Hallo, Oppa?" she called her other half right after he answered his phone
"Sora-ya, where are you?" from her other half voice, she knew that must be something wrong happen
"I am just finish fitting some dress for an award Oppa. what's wrong?" she start worried
"Listen Sora, My father just passed away. Right now my company tried to take care everything. I am on my way form the camp to the funeral house. Please come, I need you." he begged her
"Off course I'll come. Just tell me where I should go.I'll be there soon Oppa." she tried to comfort her boy friend
"They took their bodies to Korea University Guro Hospital. Just come there. I'll call you again when I am arrive. Ehm, Sora-ya, just come when I already there. Now, just go home, take a rest for a moment. Araso?" he asked her
"Their bodies? What does it means Oppa? Is it not only Aboji?" suddenly Sora feel strange, weird and afraid in the same time
"No Sora, all of them, three of them, father, my grand father and my grand mother. I still don't know what exactly happen, but all of them are gone. I don't know how to say." she heard her boy friend voice trembling
"Oppa, please be strong. I'll be next to to you soon. Promise." she told him without she realize that her eyes was teary
"Please come Sora-ya, I need you. Just come. I am still on my way, come when I already there. I'll be wait for you. I love you." he finish his conversation with her.

"Sora-ya, is this true?" her manager come and gave her a tablet showed a news about the tragedy
"Yes Oppa, that's true. Teuk Oppa just asked me to come. I have to be there Oppa. I can not hide, he needs me." Sora told her manager when more tears came from her eyes
"But Sora, there will be a lot media. Can you handle it? I mean your appearance will make a lot of speculation on your relationship." her manager tried to tell her carefully
"Honestly Oppa, I don't care. I don't care what people gonna say, what I know, my other half need me now. You must hear how his voice was trembling. I have to be there soon. He asked me to come as soon as he arrive at the funeral house. He is still on his way now." Sora insisted
"Oke, let's go home now, you changed your clothes with Lee Yeoung, I will be wait at the car." her manager finally give up

When Sora just prepare herself at her apartment, around 10:30 pm, her phone rang again and she saw her other half number on the phone
"Sora-ya, where are you?" Leeteuk straight asking her without saying hello anymore
"I am still at home Oppa, why? I am waiting for your phone actually." Sora very worried with Teuk condition
"Sora-ya.." there is a pause moment for a while, then "They are gone Sora-ya, I can't believe it that three of them are gone." Leeteuk voice trembling and she knew that he was crying
"Please come as soon as possible, I need you beside me. I have to be strong in front all these peoples, especially in front of my nunna. She still shocked right now, she is crying all the time. If I was weak in front of her, who will be her supporter, since we, I mean just the two of us." Leeteuk poured his feeling
"Oppa, wait for me, I'll be there soon." when Sora answered her, she heard someone talked to Leeteuk. After waiting around one minutes, finally he's back
"Sora-ya, just come here at midnight. I have to take care something first. I want when you are here, I already take care all of these things, so I can be with you all the time. I just arrive 5 minutes ago. I think I have to go now. I'll call you as soon as I finish with this. I love you, please come." he told her
"Araso Oppa, I'll be waiting. Just call me and Oppa, please be strong. I love you too." Sora told him when she is still crying
"I am.. I'll be strong,I will try to be strong, come here around midnight oke. Bye for now, see you soon. Love you." Leeteuk end up the phone

Sora came to the funeral house around midnight. She came after Sungmin called him because Leeteuk was very busy manage everything. She came with her manager and straight went to the second floor where Leeteuk father and his grand parents laid on.

As soon as she came, Eunhyuk greet her with his sad face

"Hyungsunim, you came. He was busy to set everything. He still inside talking to the funeral manager and his family. He needs you a lot." Eunhyuk seems so relieve after seeing Sora come
"He called me to come, but he said better if I come after midnight since he have to take care everything. How is it Eunhyuk-ssi? I am very worried about him. He was crying when calling me, but seems he tried so hard to be strong." Sora told him her worried
"Hyung never cry in front of us Hyungsunim." suddenly Donghae appeared
"Really? He must be hold his tears and force for being strong right now." Sora got more worried
"He take a role of a very good son now. He take care everything, he calmed his sister and never cried. Actually I am worried seeing him like that." Donghae told her
"I hope he will be fine." right after Sora answered Donghae, she heard her other half voice

"Sora-ya, you are here." his sounds showed his relieve
"Oppa." she smiled when seeing he came to her
"Thank you." Leeteuk hold her tight while whispering in her ears "Thank you for being here. I need you. Please be my power this time. I really need you to get stronger now." he still whispering.
"Let's meet In Young nunna and my mother. They are inside. And you guys still here right?" Leeteuk told his member
"Yes Hyung, we are here, stand next to you." Kangin tried to comfort him "Now, take hyungsunim to meet your family and In Young nunna first. They have to know that hyungsunim was here." Kangin told him

Sora went inside to give her last tribute to the corpse, then went to meet In Young and Leeteuk's mom. As soon as she saw Sora, she went and hugs her tight asking for strenght. She was there talked with his father's big family when Leeteuk goes outside, for taking care of something, until Leeteuk's mom asked her to talk in private.

"Sora-ya." Leeteuk's mom told her
"Yes Omoni." Sora answered her while lower her face
"Thank you for being here. Thank you for coming and stand beside my Jung Su. You mean a lot for him. You know, something made me worried. He didn't cry at all since he came. He take care everything and tried to calm his sister. This is not his habit. He tried so hard for looking very strong, but I know my son, inside his heart, he must be very broken. What happen today, really made a lot of peoples shocked. You are the only person who can support him now Sora-ya. Please stay. Called me selfish, but please, stay beside him during this hard time. You are the only person that he need, not me. So, I beg you, please stay beside him." Leteuk's mom crying when talked to Sora
"I'll be here Omoni, no worries. I'll be beside him and didn't leave him. Now, it almost 2 am, I think you have take a rest first Omoni, don't be too tired." Sora smile
"Yah, I will take care of In Young first. She got more shocked then Jung Su. You know, Jung Su relationship with his father was not too good, but In Young, she really close to him. But since you came to Jung Su's life, their relationship getting better. Once again thank you Sora-ya." She smiled then hugs Sora tight.

Sora back inside after talking to his mother. She saw him talked seriously with one of his uncle, and she decided not to interfere him. She choose to have a talk with Super Junior members whose still there to support their leader. Ten minutes later, when she still talking with them, suddenly she feel someone hands in her waist, then the other hand took her hand.
"Oppa, a lot of peoples here." Sora tried to remain him
"That's oke, all of them here are my closest family so I don't care." he whispered in her ears, then slowly release his hugs then holding her hand tight
"Hyung, everything settle?" Sungmin asked him
"Yup, everything settle. The news are coming, but I don't care anymore. As a child I just want to do the best for him, for the last time." Leeteuk seems so tired
"Oppa, are you oke? You can cry if you want to cry" Sora seems so worried
"I am fine Sora-ya, as long as you are beside me, I am fine." he smiled
"Just tried to take a rest Oppa. You just came from the camp, and you need rest, Please, don't get sick." Sora really worried with her boy friend condition
"I am fine and I am not sleepy darling." He insisted not to sleep
"Hyungsunim is right Hyung, take a rest for a moment. You've done a lot. I saw In Young nunna take a rest now, so do you. You need to be healthy Hyung." Shindong tried to remind him
"We are here Hyung, no worries. Hyungsunim is here too. Both of you should take a rest, don't think about anything, we will take care everything when you take a rest." Kangin convince him
"Araso. I'll sleep here. Just wake me up if something important happen, oke?" suddenly he feel so tired. He place his head at Sora's shoulder and tried to sleep. Maybe because he was very tired, 5 minutes later he fell a sleep, while his hand keep holding Sora's hand so tightly
"Sleep well Oppa. I love you." she was whispering at Leeteuk ears before she close her eyes to take a rest for a moment

(10 January 2014)
It's been two days after the funeral process ended. Sora stayed at the funeral house until the next day. She went out because she have to avoid people's attention. She went from a back door and back to her apartment. The next day, a funeral day, she with both of her parents wait them at the cemetery. Finally she saw his tears. According to his member finally he was crying, after seeing how his sister cried a lot before they took their bodies to the cemetery.

After the funeral, Leeteuk decided to come back to his mother house, to comfort his sister. Sora also went there last night, but she went home around midnight. Today, she already asked her manager to clear up her schedule, at least until Leeteuk back to the army tomorrow. She planned to come to Leeteuk house again tonight, just to comfort him and his sister. When she read the novel that she just bought, suddenly she heard someone open up her apartment door.

"Oppa?" she was so surprised to see him
"Hi, I miss you a lot so I decided to come." he looks so tired and she can see clearly his swallow eyes
"Sit here Oppa, are you eat already or do you want something to drink." she asked him to sit in her living room, She was so sad seeing how bad is her other half condition right now
"Hot chocolate is fine. I need something sweet to regain my energy back." he tried to smile
"Here it is Oppa." She gave him a drink then hold his hand
"Sora-ya, what do you think about me? Did you think I am good? I think I am not." she saw his eyes started teary
"Oppa, you are good, a very good person. I adore you so much." She comforted him
"I am not, I think I am not a good person. If I am a good person, I have to take care my father very well, I supposed to know how is his condition." Leeteuk start crying. He really need a person to share his sad. He can not do this in front of his mother, his sister, even his members. The only person who can understand him is only her.
"Oppa, don't say like that. Listen to me, you are a good person, a good son. I still remember when you asked me to come to see your father. You throw away all your anger, your vengeance and come to him as a good son. You forgive him for what already happen in the past. That was a prove that you are a good man. What happen to him is not your fault. He love you so much Oppa, trust me. So stop talking that you are not a good man nor a good son. You are the best, that's why I fell for you." She smiled then kiss his tears
"Really? Thank you for support me, thank you for always saying that I am a good man." he started to cry again
"Listen big boy. Don't ever think what other people talked about you. They don't know you and they didn't know what really happen in your life. They just saw you as Leeteuk, the famous Leeteuk, a leader of Super Junior, but they never saw you as a human, as man, as Park Jung Su. So please, forget what they talked and think about you. The most important things right now, how you run your life well, how you take care of your mom and your sister. That's the most important things. Now cheer up please." Sora tries so hard to comfort and bring his spirit back.

She smiled at him, then erased his tears and his cheek. Suddenly Leeteuk took her hand, hold her face, then bring it closer to him. Slowly he kissed her lips, first so gentle, then it became passionate like there was no tomorrow. He arose from his sit, then kiss her again while lift Sora from the coach and bring her to her room

"I need you Sora-ya, I really need you now." then he closed her bedroom door

(11 January 2014)
Every time he spent the night at Sora's apartment, he always amaze looking at her, once he opened his eyes. She really looks like an angel, make his heart peaceful
"Thank you Sora, thank for everything that you've done for me. I love you." he whispering then kiss her cheek gently. Sora's opened her eyes after she felt some one kiss her
"Good Morning Oppa." she smiled
"Morning my Sora." she hold her hand tightly
"What time is it? What do you want for breakfast?" Sora suddenly woke up and tried to get up from bed, when suddenly Leeteuk pulled her back
"Let me hold you first. This is still early, 8 o clock in the morning. I still want to feel you beside me." he kiss her temple
"Oppa, what are you planning today? What time did you have to come back to camp?"suddenly Sora feel sad after she realize that he will back to his camp today
"I will go to the cemetery first, after that I will back to the camp. Members said that he will accompany me back to the camp. So what are you planning today?" he asked her
"Can I go with you? I really want to be with you until you entered your camp door." She didn't realize that she was crying
"Omo, Sora-ya, please, please don't cry. It will make me cry again if I saw you cry." he tried to comfort her. Slowly he kiss her in her lips and it end up with their sweet and gentle love making.

"Sora-ya, I don't know what I have to do if  I don't have you. I am sorry that you have to see my bad side, my weak side. Even a lot of people might be hate me, you still stand beside me. Thank you, please promise me that you will never leave me" He told her while hugs her tight in his chest
"Listen Oppa. I love you, indeed. I am really thankful that you let me see all of your side. Thank you for showing me your insecurities, your dirty laundry. You are worthy. I'll take your bad days with your good. I will walk through the storm with you, cause I will love you unconditionally." she smiled then kiss his lips again
"Thank you Sora-ya, thank you for being you, being my strength. I love you."
"I love you too Oppa, unconditionally."


I made this story not because I wants to blow up what happen to our loving PJS. I made it just because I believe that his Baby Princess is always right beside him during his hard time. With Sora's appearance, for me it was a prove that she always there for him, to take care of him and comfort him. I choose Katy Perry's songs for this story since I believe that Sora love PJS Unconditionally, so does PJS to her.. I really hope you guys enjoy the story. Once again, I made the story because I love them so much..

by Katy Perry

Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time

Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

There is no fear now

Let go and just be free

I will love you unconditionally

Come just as you are to me

Don't need apologies

Know that you are worthy

I'll take your bad days with your good

Walk through the storm I would

I do it all because I love you, I love you

Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

There is no fear now

Let go and just be free

I will love you unconditionally

So open up your heart and just let it begin

Open up your heart and just let it begin

Open up your heart and just let it begin

Open up your heart
Acceptance is the key to be

To be truly free

Will you do the same for me?

Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

And there is no fear now

Let go and just be free

'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah)

I will love you (unconditionally)

I will love you

I will love you unconditionally