Tuesday, April 16, 2013

I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING



(***Paul Bistro, Ritz Carlton Apartment Complex***)

Leeteuk waited for someone at the restaurant that they already arranged before. He waited for 10 minutes, until finally a middle aged man coming.

"Mr Park Jung Su? Miss Kang Sora's husband?" He greet Leeteuk first
"Mr Lee Won Hee? Yes, I am Kang Sora's husband and please don't call her Miss, she is Mrs Park now and it won't change." he told him seriously 
"Ah I see, so you are the husband. But, wait, you are Super Junior leader right? My youngest daughter is big fans of you. Miss, ah I mean Mrs Park never told me who her husband is. She only talked that she wants to make a Divorce Agreement, that's it." Lee Won Hee told him
"Mr Lee, can I know how much did she pay you?" Leeteuk told him carefully
"Pardon? Are you asking me for my rate?" Lee Won Hee so surprised with Leeteuk question
"Yup. Let me tell you something. I will pay double from what my wife gave you, with one condition, don't satisfy what she asked you. What I need is very simple, don't make this happened. As simple as that." Leeteuk told him
"Wow.. Honestly, I also have a family with three kids and thank's God, it is survive until now and I completely understand, but from my professional point of view, this kind of things showed that I am not professional and I feel like betraying my own client." he told him
"I know Sir. I am begging you. I won't let this happened, Big No for me. I can't live without her. I don't know how she went to this stupid decision. You know, during this weekend, we spent a very good time together, we made love like crazy, we love each other, how come she was gone when I woke up and left this stupid agreement." Leeteuk didn't realize that he pullout all of his feeling to a person he just met
"I know what you feel Mr Park Jung Su. I just meet her twice, the first one, she looks blank and confused, and asking me how if she want to divorce. The second one, she told me to continue while she was crying. I asked her that time, is she really want to have a divorce or not, she said yes, for your good sake. That's why I continued the process. Basically, we can go to the court without you sign the agreement, but I am suggesting, you meet out off court. You two might be have to meet and make sure what you guys really want. As a husband, I never wanted my client got divorce or something. My advice is just keep her and convince her that she is worth enough for you. You don't have to pay me more. I can see clearly that both of you still in love, deep in love with each other. Just give me a call if something come up." Lee Won Hee told him. He really impressed with Leeteuk
"Thank you Sir. I will try so hard, with or without your help I'll keep this woman. Once again, thank you very much." Leeteuk thanked and bowed him.
"That's oke young man, now, can you give me your signature, this time not Park Jung Su signature, but Leeteuk signature, for my youngest daughter." He told him and smiled on him
"Sure Sir." he gave him his Super Junior signature for the lawyer, then bowed to  him again, before he left.

Right after he left, Leeteuk call some one
"Where are you? When will you arrive?" He is talking to mysterious man
"I'm here already. I saw you still talking to that old man, that's why I went back to my car."
"Oke. I am waiting here, just come. Do you want something to drink? I can order it for you." he told him
"I'm at the door now, just Black coffee." that man is coming right after they ended the phone call

"Annyonghaseo, Jung Su." he greet Leeteuk 
"Ah, Hyun Jin Hyung have a sit." Leeteuk told him
"What I can do for you now Jung Su." he asked him
"My wife, ehm I am married, you know about that right? She asked for divorce because some stupid misunderstanding. What I want you to do is just tell me where she is and what's doing during  the day, at least I will hire you for a month, or at least for two weeks. I think I have to give her a time for herself, but I can't stand it not to know, what she is doing, with whom, etc. Just give me a text or call me if there's something important. Call me weird and crazy for being her stalker, but I really need to know." He told to his friends, which is now working as private investigator
"So, you don't know where is she now?" he asked his junior at high school
"She leave me at the hotel this morning after spending a great weekend together. I came home, she wasn't there." Leeteuk told him
"Aren't you supposed to be at the army now?" he asked Leeteuk
"Yes, but I got dispensation because of Sora's accident. The problem actually started after the accident Hyung. She lost one of her ovarium, the doctor have to take it. Because of it, her chance to have a child is small Hyung, let say only 30 percent. She became unstable, especially mentally after she heard my father asked me to leave her and have my own children. I don't know how to do Hyung. I will leave out of our home today and asked her to move back there. I will move to my mom's house, temporarry,  at least for two weeks. I won't let her go, no way. I can not live without her, but if I am around her everyday, I am afraid she will gone. She was kind of woman who need a time to think. That's why I really need your help Hyung. I will pay everything, but please help me." Leeteuk told him everything, since they already know each others for a long time
"Don't talked about money with me Jung Su. I know it hard for you and for her. For some reason I know why she doing this. She is a rocky stars, compared to you, she already she was no body. But you keep convince her that you love her, even you marry her before your enlist. She must be think that It was a very huge sacrifice. Now, she have to face another problem, which is bigger then the first one. I know why she run away. She must be said that she was not worth enough for you." Hyun Jin told him
"Yes Hyung, that exactly what she said to me." he didn't realize that he was crying
"I'll help you and you don't have to pay me, just accept this as your wedding gift from me. I don't have a chance to congratulate or giving both of you a wedding gift." Hyun Jin told him "Now better you go home. I will start to find her and give you an information. I think I can find her as soon as possible."
"Thank you so much Hyung." He thanked him and give him a hug

Right after he reach his car he text her

"Sora-ya, I don't know where are you right now, but please comeback home. I already moved out now just tried to make you comfortable. I just think you need that apartment more than me. I don't know what is in your mind, but I know you always know that my heart belongs to you and only u, no one else and it won't  replace by any other one. I will meet you if you are ready enough to meet me. One thing that you have to sure Princess, I will always love you..Indeed..miss you already.."

(***Kang Sora parents house***)

"Sora, you still have your schedule tomorrow or you got your break?" her mother softly asked her,while knocking her room door. Early in the morning around 6, she came to the house and crying at her room. She didn't said a word. Her parents decided to let her cry herself at her own room. They didn't want to push their own daughter to tell her what's happen. But they know, this is must be related to their marriage life.
"Oma, I planed to  take two more days off. Why?" her eyes still swollen, when she opened the door and let her mother coming
"Do you want to come with me? Let's go traveling together, anywhere, You choose the place. Just relax and have some fun. I miss you though. Just the two of us, like the old time." her mother told her while wipe her tears. "Listen Sora, I don't want to asked you what's going on. You are grown up, married. You are not my little Sora anymore, you are grew up to be a very beautiful woman. I will support every little decision you made, trust me."
"Omma.. I am sorry..I am really sorry.." she can not say a word but crying louder
"Ssst Sora.. it's oke, like I said before married is not only about the happy things, but also about the sad things. Now, do you want to go somewhere or not. I won't asked you what happen, but you know I am here when you need me." She told her then hugs her.
"Let's go to Jeju Mom, let's asked father to come also. Let's spend this two days, just the three of us." She told her then smile. "I'll prepare my things and better both of you prepare yours." She smiled again

A second after her mother leave the room, once again she read the message again

"Oppa.. I love you too, I am sorry.." she talked to herself while crying

In the same time Leeteuk phone was beeping and a message came

"She is fine, look a little bit pale and her eyes was swollen. She is in the airport now, heading to Jeju with both of her parents. I already order my people to follow them to Jeju. At least you don't have to worry, she is in the right hand. Btw, I can see clearly that she love you, so don't worry to much."

Leeteuk a little bit relief  after reading the message, at least he know with whom she was now.

(***Sora's shooting location a month later***)

"Oke cut, I think enough for today. Fighting everyone, we just have two days left, then finish the shooting." The director shout out to all of the film crew

"Sora-ya.. can I talk to you a little bit?" suddenly the Director asked her to stay at the location
"What's wrong Sir? Did I make a mistake?" Sora got confused. 

She realize that during this month, especially this entire week, she can't concentrate. Leeteuk always send her a message and saying that he love her and miss her so much. He also have his own radio show twice a week. Every time he was on air, he always gave her a secret message in his show adn always make her cried with the song that he gave her. Although he never say to whom the message and the songs are, but she know, that only for her.

"Listen Sora-ya, I don't know what happen to you during this month. I saw, there's  something different in you, you looks so sad. You can hide it from other peoples, I know when the camera on, you got into the role, but there's something in your eyes that you can not hide from me. Your eyes talked a lot Sora-ya. We already three times work together as a team, and I like your professionalism, that's why I choose you to play the role, because I know how responsible you are to your job, but I lost the sparkle in your eyes. You know I'm here, not as a teacher, not as a senior, not as director, but as a friends. You look like my own sister for me and my wife. So, please bring back the sparkle in your eyes Sora-ya. I'm sad when you're sad." The Director told her.
"Thank you Sir. I will do my best. Thanks a lot for your attention." She told him while smile, but didn't realize that her eyes teary
"Wipe the tears in your eyes Sora-ya. I just don't want other people know. Fighting big girl, what ever happen to you, I know you will get through of it." He smiled and cheer her up

Right after she finished talking with the director, her partner in the movie, Lee Hyun Jin came to her

"Is there something wrong? I mean I saw you talked so serious with the Director. I am afraid he scold you or something." Hyun Jin tried to show his attention to her
"No, that's not like what you think Oppa. Everything is fine, he is my teacher, my senior and my role, so don't worry. If there's nothing else, can I go? I think I'm a little bit tired." She tried to give an excuse to leave
"Wait Sora-ya, can I take you home, Please. Don't say no again this time. I really want to spend more time outside the working hour with you." Hyun Jin grab her hand and begging her
"I am sorry Oppa, I can't, I am really tired now. May be next time, but better don't, there's no next time. Don't waste your time to me, it's not worth it though. I'm sorry Oppa, but better we stay as we are. I am glad I have a chance to work and know you closer through this project. I like you, as a best friend off course." she tried to subtly rejected and smiled at him
"Is that true? The rumor that you already have a boy friend and now he is in the army? So the relationship continue out of screen?" Hyun Jin tried to found out
"Just believe it. I think that's it." She told him and don't wanna hide her feeling
"He's too lucky. So, that's the reason why you never want to accepted me? Because of him right? Wah.. beautiful, sexy, talented, down to earth, humble, good in acting, smart.. he's so lucky to have you, but honestly.. Is there any chance for me?" Hyun Jin tries to teased her
"I am taken Oppa, so I'm sorry.. He's my everything.." she tried to be honest, not only to Hyun Jin, but also for herself
"If you broke up with him, you know whose the first man to call. I like you and maybe fall in love with you. Honestly, I'm a little bit sad hearing this, but I knew the possibilities is so small. Btw, let's stay as a best friend, promise?? And if that army man make you cry or hurt you, come to me, I will give him a lesson, oke? Bye Sora-ya" Hyun Jin smiled then leave her

One thing that Sora didn't know, that someone is watching her. Sometimes, he acted as Sora's stalker since he miss her so much. He can hear every single word that came from her lips and he believe in her. I know she still love him, like he love her. He can see clearly in her eyes.

On the way to her apartment, suddenly Sora asked her driver to stop at Han river bank. 

"Hyung, just stop here. I think I need a fresh air." Sora asked the driver
"Where are you going Sora?" Lee Young asked her
"I just need a fresh air unnie, It's oke, this is in front of apartment complex, so nothing to worry. I'll comeback home in 15 minutes, oke?" Sora tried to convince her personal assistant. She's been with her for almost four years.
"Oke, but please be careful, already 10 pm now. I am worry of you or maybe better if we are waiting for you at car." Lee Young told her
"Please don't unnie. It's oke, I can walk by myself. Just leave me unnie, it just 10 pm, I'll at home at half an hour, don't worry." She convince her
"Oke, Sora, if that what you want. Be careful oke, call me when you're at home." Lee Young asked her
"Sure, bye Unnie, thanks for the drive Hyung. See you tomorrow. " she told them and get out from car

Leeteuk still following her. When he saw Sora's car stop near Han river, he also stop. He saw Sora from a secure distance, so she can not see him. He can see clearly, she tried to see the water, then sat at one of the bench a long the river bank. Sora took her phone out, looking to the screen, and push something. Suddenly his phone vibrate, but only for a second. He feel so happy then, that means she missed him. Sora didn't realize that she pushed the button and called him. She ended it as soon as she realize it. He was so happy but almost can not hold himself when seeing his other half crying. He want to hold her and being a shoulder to cry on for her. He miss to hugs her and let her cry in her chest.

"Don't cry Princess, I miss you too, desperately. Please stop crying darling." he talked to himself.

In the other hand

"Oppa.. I miss you.. I am trying so hard to live my life without you, but I'm failed. I love you so much Oppa, no one else." she talked to herself while crying

After around 15 minutes, finally she move on, and walked to their apartment. Leeteuk continued to follow her until she entered the building, then he went to the army radio station.  He have his own show tonight.

(***Army Radio Station***)

As soon as he arrived at the radio station he asked the music director to play some songs in the list that he gave her.  Leetuk want to make this show is more special than the other show. At 11 pm sharp his show begin, a song from Tina Arena, "I want to Know What Love is" was opening the show tonight

"Good night everyone, might be all of you asking me, why I choose that song as an opening song tonight. Ehm, I think everyone, including me, gotta take a little time to think somethings over. I know everyone have to climb their own mountain and through the clouds before seeing love shine which keep us warm as life grows colder. You know listeners, in my life, but I think not only in my life, it's on everyone life, there's been heartache and pain and sometimes we don't know if we can face it again. I think we've traveled so far to change this lonely life. That's why I really love this song. Can you show me what love is? I really want to know what love is, and I want you to show me.." he opening the show with some sweet word that came after the song played.

"And for the next song, let's hear "Only You" from my group..hehehehe.. my lovely group, Super Junior.Are you guys doing well without me?? heheheheh.. Now, back to the song. This song means a lot for me, since I made it by self, and I look at my sky when I wrote it. My Sky is my biggest inspiration.. Do you want to know which part is my favorite part.. ehm.. let me read it for you.. My heart only has you, your heart only has me.. Similar sentiments, the proof of our love..The same sky, different place..We're separated for now, for instant something to never forget, Please remember.. I will remember the love you gave me..No one can take over you...That only love, I will keep in the bottom of my heart..Making you wait so long, I'm sorry..In my life only you are most special.. Wah.. I think because of it, a lot of people call me Roman-Teuk...kekekek..but one thing for sure, thanks for my sky for being my inspiration and stay with me..love you.." after he said another sweet  word, the song was played.. His cheek was blushing after saying that sweet words. He really hope that Sora listen to his show tonight. He know from Lee Young that Sora always hear his show until finished before she went to sleep, and sometimes, she was crying when hearing him..

After 2 hours finally its ended

"Wah.. time is running so fast. It's 1 am now, I think it's time for me to say goodbye to all of you my lovely listeners.. I am happy to be with you all, now time for me choosing the closing songs.. ehm, this song so meaningful, at least for me.. when you love someone there's nothing else that you want, besides being with your love one all the time. For me, I could stay awake just to hear her breathing, watch her smile while she is sleeping while she was far away and dreaming.. I also could spend my life in this sweet surrender.. when I am with my love one..kikikikikik.. ehm I don't want to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep cause I'd miss her always.. And I don't wanna miss a thing... I don't wanna miss a thing from Aerosmith everyone, for all of you and your lover who always stay beside you.. and off course for my love..I'd miss you babe and I don't want to miss a thing..Goodbye everyone.." Leeteuk end up his show..

(***to be continued***)

PS: Special thanks for my lovely sister huey @ddhamster for the wonderful fanart of our JungSora.. love it darling.. Thank you very-very much.. Love you.. *hugsandkisses*

I don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
I don't wanna  miss a thing
by Aerosmith
Songwriters: WARREN, DIANE EVE
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

I want to know what LOVE is
by Tina Arena


Gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
Better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older
Ooh yeah
This mountain I must climb
Is like the world upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder
In my life 
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
Yeah
Gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Got nowhere left to hide
Looks like love has finally found me
In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've travelled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I feel what love is
I know you can show me
Yeah
Lord help me to be strong
On this road I travel on
When I'm lost and lonely
Find me
My journey's just begun
And I'm not the only one
Cause I wanna know 
I wanna know
Yes I've found out
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
Oh yeah
I know you can show me
I wanna know what love is
Yes I've found out
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
You can't hide
I know you can show me
Yeah, Nah yeah
Cause I wanna know
Wanna know
Tell me what love is
Do you know what it is
Tell me what love is
Show me what love is
Show me what love is


Saturday, April 13, 2013

WHEN I NEEDED AN ANGEL

(***Super Junior SS4 Show***)

Leeteuk was ready starting his concert with his member when suddenly his manager came and gave him a news.
"Teukie, I just got a news from MBC, they said they cancelled the shooting for next Wednesday. Their staff having a strike and our PD is one of the protesters." His manager told him
"So, it means, the shooting will be stop? Just end? There's no chance for me to see Sora?" Leeteuk started to get confused
"Hyung, better we concentrate on the concert first, then you can contact her to talked about it." Eunhyuk tried to remind him
"Oke, you're right. Let's rock guys." Leeteuk tried to eliminate Sora from his mind. He have to finish the concert first

(***Kang Sora photo shoot location***)

"Sora-ya, I have a bad news and good news for you." Her manager told her when she just finished her photo shoot
"What's it Oppa? Is that something really bad?" Sora a little bit confused
"Ehm, there is a strike at MBC, and our WGM PD is one of the staff who joined the strike, so they decided to delayed the shooting for a while. The good news is you have a lot of time for continuing your study and doing a lot of different schedule. The bad news is.. ehm..means that you can not meet Leeteuk-ssi often." her manager hesitated to told her
"Ah.. when is the decision coming Oppa?" Sora got a little bit shock with the news
"I just got a call about it Sora-ya. But, you don't have to worry, they will continue the shooting, but still tried to find a new PD and so on." Her manager tried to comfort her. He knew that no days, Leeteuk and Sora became closer and often spent a time together outside the WGM time, when Leeteuk was around.
"I see.. are we finish for today Oppa? I think I am a little bit exhausted." Sora tried to smile
"Yes, let's go." Her manager asked her to go.

Sora is not on herself, she look lost and confused since hearing the news. She missed him a lot.. Leeteuk busy schedule, concert all over the world made them can not meet each other very often. So far, Leeteuk always gave her a call or message everywhere he went. He always send her a good night message and told her everything. With this strike they definitely can not meet often, there's no reason for them to meet openly and it made her very sad. Suddenly her phone rang

"Hallo.." Sora answer it
"Hi, where are you?" A man voice came
"I am back to my apartment Oppa, are you resting? How's Bangkok? Finish with the concert?" Sora talked to Leeteuk, the one whose on the phone with her
"Yes.. Sora-ya...ehm.. I miss you so much." He told her softly. Sora can not answer his word directly. She felt blank
"Sora-ya, are you still there?" Leeteuk call her
"Yes Oppa, I'm still here. What do you say?" she can not hide her nervousness
"I said I miss you so much and I am really want to see you as soon as I came back. Can I?" He told her strongly
"When will you come back?" Sora asked him
"I'll comeback the day after tomorrow, I still have one concert left. Why??" he asked her
"ehm... I miss you too Oppa, let's meet when you have time. I am not that busy no days, I am just back to campus and finish this semester." she told him and smile
"Good, I'll be at your door right after I touch down Seoul. See you soon Princess. Miss you." Leeteuk told her and end up the phone

(***Dongguk University two days later***)

Leeteuk parked his own car in front of faculty of drama. He is waiting for Sora, this is really a surprised visit for her. He called her last night, before he went to sleep. He knew that today, Sora didn't have any special schedule. She was doing her final exam for this semester. He was waiting about one hour until finally he saw her come out from the building.
"Sora-ya, finish already?" He came to great her
"Omona.. Oppa? Why don't you tell me that you'll here?" Sora is so surprised seeing her Prince now in front of her
"Surprised??? I miss you so much. I came here, right after arriving from Bangkok. You look pale, tired?" He asked here while stroking her cheek
"Oppa, somebody will see." Sora was shock with Leeteuk action in public place without camera
"Why? You don't like it?" Leeteuk tried to tease her
"A lot of people will see and it can make a rumor. That's not good for you Oppa." Sora reminded him
"I am fine with it. Btw, do you still have a class or finish for today?" Leeteuk tried to distract her attention
"Finish. Today is a last final day. Finally.." She smiled
"Good, let's go somewhere. I already talked to your manager. He said you have no schedule today, so you're free."
"Oke, let's go.."

***

They are enjoying the rest of the day together. When the night start down, they went to one of the highest place around Namsan. They saw stars together, when suddenly Leeteuk grab Sora's hand
"Sora-ya, do you know what happen right? About MBC strike?" Leeteuk sadly said
"Ehm yes Oppa. Manager Oppa told me two days ago. It so bad Oppa, I was feel blank for couple of days, such as a shock news for me. I hope they won't cut the WGM, at least they still give us a chance." Sora didn't realize that she pour her feeling. Leeteuk smiled and hold her hands tighter
"I felt exactly same as yours. I can not concentrate at the concert. Eunhyuk realize about it, but I didn't tell him why. I am thinking about you though. Sora-ya, can you promise me? Promise me that you won't change. Although we can meet each other often, we will stay like this. Please?" Leeteuk told her
"Let's try Oppa, let's try.. hope it won't make any difference for us." She just smiled
"Promise to give me a news everyday? At least I know where you going, what your schedule for the day and  everything related with you?" He asked her strongly
"Yes Oppa, I promised. You Promised me also, oke." She smile again. She feel so happy, realizing that Leeteuk still want them stay as they are now

(***Two weeks after***)
It's 7 o clock in the morning and Sora was still in bed, when suddenly her phone was rang
"Hallo.." She answered it lazily
"Morning Baby Princess, hey wake up." She heard her Prince voice
"Oppa, it still 7 o clock, why you wake up so early? Did you have a schedule this morning?" Sora a little bit confused, since Leeteuk is so hard to wake up early
"No, I just miss you and want to hear your voice right after I woke up in the morning." Leeteuk said in aegyo tone
"Aish Oppa, don't do that. Don't talk nonsense like that." Sora said while blushing
"That's not nonsense. I miss you though. Let's meet, have lunch or dinner together. I really want to see you." Leeteuk asked her
"Lunch, I think I can't Oppa. I have a schedule and I am also have a plan to meet my Sunny's best friend after it, so dinner is fine." Sora told him
"So you gonna have fun with your best friend? Can I come? Please?" Leeteuk asked
"Come? Why? Want to meet HyoRin unnie?" Sora jealousy exploded
"Ais, why you think like that, off course No, I just envy you, can gather with your best friend. That's it. But Sora-ya, are you jealous?" Leeteuk teased her
"Nope, just curious why you want to come with me." Sora told him coldly, tried to hide her true feeling
"Oke-oke.. I understand. Back to sleep now, Princess. See you at dinner. I will pick you up at your apartment. Can't wait to see you Princess." He told her
"I think I can not back to sleep Oppa, but thank you, because of you, I am fully wake up now. Btw see you at dinner, I want to see you also. I miss you too." She said slyly
"Bye Princess, better you got ready now. I want to go to my company office too, I have to see my schedule also. Bye.. see you soon." Leeteuk end up the phone

***
Around 4 o clock, Sora and her best friend was gathering in one of new cafe around Ilsan. The cafe was being happening now days, since a lot of celebrities and socialita went to this wonderful cafe. Beside Sora, there are also Min Hyo Rin, Kim Min Yeong, Park Jin Joo, Nam Bo Ra and Shim Eun Kyung. It's been more than 6 months they don't meet each other and only communicate through message.

"Sora-ya, how's your husband. He looks so kind and take care of you nicely. Are you two in a real relationship? Honestly, I am very curious about it." Kim Min Yeong asked her
"Oppa? He's fine, but he always treat a lady like that, so I don't take it too serious. He's very busy though, having a lot of concert abroad, with Super Junior, with SM Town, and they are preparing their new album, so we can not meet each other often." Sora tried to answer her friend question
"But that didn't answered my question. Are you two in a real relationship?" Kim Min Yeong insisted
"Honestly, I don't know. We are close, but he just like keeping me without chain, so I don't know." Sora can not hide it anymore
"So it means that You're in love with him?" Park Jin Joo asked her
"I don't know. Maybe, but I am not sure. I just don't wanna fall into the game. So, I think I have to hold my heart for awhile, not to fall in love with him." Sora told them
"Ah, I see, from what I heard, your Oppa is a womenizer and close to a lot of girls, so better if you save your heart. Don't fall in love with him, it will make you suffer." Nam Bo Ra told her
"Btw, is that Leeteuk-ssi? The one who just come with.. wait.. is that Oh In Hye-ssi? The one who come with your Oppa?" Shim Eun Kyung told Sora. All of their eyes are pointing to the man and the woman who just entered the cafe now. Sora was shocked, and it clearly showed in her face
"Let's move, better we didn't stay here. Not good for Sora." Nam Bo Ra tried to comfort Sora after she saw her shocking face
"That's oke guys. We planned this since last week. We really want to tried this cafe right? Don't change just because of them. We still can have our own party." Sora tried to smile
"This is not right. When the last time you talked to him?" Min Hyo Rin finally speak up
"This morning. He wake me up through the phone. We planned to have dinner together tonight." Sora sadly told her
"Oke, let me give him a lesson first." suddenly Min Hyo Rin wake up from her chair and walk to Leeteuk and Oh In Hye table

"Anyonghaseo Leeteuk-ssi." Min Hyo Rin suddenly great Leeteuk and that made him frozen
"Anyonghaseo Min Hyo Rin-ssi, it's so nice to see you here." Oh In Hye is the one who answered Min Hyo Rin, while Hyo Rin eyes still looking to Leeteuk
"Ah, anyonghaseo Min Hyo Rin-ssi. It's really surprised to see you here. Are you alone?" Leeteuk tried to control himself
"Not, I am not alone, I am with my best friends who know you a lot Leeteuk-ssi."Hyo Rin started her attack to Leeteuk which is can not say a word.
"Your best friend? You came here with your best friends Hyo Rin-ssi?" This time In Hye tried to start a conversation
"Yup, my closest friends are here. One of them I think have a promise with your date Oh In Hye-ssi. Is it right Leeteuk-ssi?" Min Hyo Rin continued to tell a strong word to Leeteuk.
"Where is she? I think I have to talk to her." Leeteuk finally speak

"Anyonghaseo Leeteuk-ssi, Oh In Hye-ssi, nice to see you." suddenly Sora greet them and smile before Leeteuk found her
"Unnie, we finished here, you said you wanna see a new dress for your event, come on. We better move now." Sora told Hyo Rin hoping she will ended her attack to Leeteuk
"Sure, where're the others?" Min Hyo Rin finally realize that it was Sora code to asked her finishing her attack
"We're here and ready to go. Ah, nice to see you Leeteuk-ssi. finally I can see directly, Sora's virtual husband. You're good in tv, and I believe you are good in reality too." Park Jin Joo told Leeteuk, who still embarrassed in front of them
"Guys, please, let's go. Nice to see you two, Leeteuk-ssi, Oh In Hye-ssi. Let us excused ourselves." Sora told them and leave the cafe while her best friends was followed her.

Right after Sora greet them, Leeteuk suddenly chase and grab her hand
"Sora-ya, wait."
"Leeteuk-ssi, anything wrong? I have to go and I think it's not good for you if you have to leave your date like that." Sora coldly told him
"Leeteuk-ssi? What the hell is that? Why you said like that." Leeteuk started to get annoyed
"Why I said that? What supposed to be I called you? Oppa? Oke fine.. Oppa, I think you better go, that beautiful, sexy, cute, petite and kind of your ideal women was waiting for you, and my best friends are waiting for me. So, I better go now." Sora coldly told him. Leeteuk know that she was angry and he don't know what to say, what in his mind only how to convince her
"Sora listen. This is not like what you think. There's nothing between me and her. I met her accidentaly. I don't have a date or something with her. My only date is with you tonight" once again Leeteuk tried to convince her
"That's oke Leeteuk-ssi, aish I forgot that you get annoyed when I call you Leeteuk-ssi. That's oke, Oppa, but I think I am really have to go." Sora told him, pulled out her hand and leaving without glancing at him
"I am dead. Really dead." Leeteuk talked to himself while heading back to his table. This is their first fight as long as they are together.

***
Sora and all of the girls went to Min Hyo Rin apartment and spending the time there. She switch of her phone and just pretending that everything fine. She was trying for having a good time, laughing with them, but that was not her. All of her best friends knew about it and choosing not to bother her. They was there until 10 pm, and only Sora was left.

"Unnie, is that oke if I stay here for a while. I promise I will back home before midnight." Sora asked Min Hyo Rin
"You can sleep here Sora,as long as you want. I knew that you are trying for buying time because I am sure, that man was waiting for you in front of your apartment door. Am I right right?" Hyo Rin told her
"I think ya. He wasn't type of quitter man. So I think he was there." Sora admit it
"Honestly Sora-ya, I can see love in his eyes, but I think he have to manage his habit, being nice to all girls. He have to care for your feeling, not like that. You love him don't you?" Min Hyo Rin tried to open heart to heart talk with Sora
"Me?? I think I am starting to fall in love with him Unnie. But like you said, He got the habit. I don't wanna blame him for what happen today, since we never declare or saying that he love me or asked me to be his girlfriend. He always said he miss me, want to spend more time with me, but I am not sure, it was only for me, or he did the same thing with other girls." Sora pulled out her heart. Hyo Rin is like her sister. They really close each other during filming and she was the one who can understand Sora without she have to said a single word.
"That's oke. Having a partner like him, an idol but not only an idol but a very famous Idol like him, you have to prepare yourself. Just relax. Give your heart and mind a time to think, then you will understand what your feeling for him. Better you don't call him, meet him or communicate with him. Just a couple days. Like I said, give your heart and mind a time to feel it. Now, do you want to eat ice cream? It's good for release your bad mood darling." Hyo Rin tried to comfort her.

(***Club Octagon, Gangnam area two weeks later***)
It's been two weeks since they didn't communicate each other since the cafe incident. Sora switch off her phone and came back to her apartment two days later. She stayed in Min Hyo Rin apartment for two nights and back to her parents house. Leeteuk was waiting for her two days in the row, but getting frustrated because he can not find her and he have to prepare for his other concert abroad.

Tonight, He just comeback from some concert, and can not reject his member when all of them decided to release their stress in the club. Actually, he didn't like a club, but tonight he had no choice. Right after they arrive at the club, they came to their table which is already reserved before.

"I saw several Dream High 2 cast down stairs. They are in a dancing floor right now. Look Hyung, that are Jae Bom and Jong Woon." suddenly Donghae told the Super Junior member when he came to their table
"Really? Who are they" Sung Min started to get curious. During this two weeks, their leader is not in his right mind. Leeteuk became very sensitive and like hiding himself alone. Although it wasn't show in a stage during the concert, but they know, since two weeks ago there's something bothering him
"Ya, I saw Ji Yeon down stair, she just arrived." Eunhyuk told them
"Look, that was Jae Bom, the one who dance with... wait.. Is that Hyungsunim? I mean Kang Sora-ssi?" Donghae told them.

Leeteuk wasn't in the mood, he didn't like the situation. He can't drink alcohol and he didn't like noisy place, especially when he was not in a good mood. After he heard what Donghae told them, he suddenly looked at the couple who happily dance in the dance floor and it made his jealousy exploded. That women supposed to be not dancing with any guys, except him. She is mine, that was he thought. He can not accepted seeing her happily dancing with other guys, which is one of the guy who made him insecure.

Sora look so beautiful and sexy with her red with black lace bustier and a black mini skirt. To complete her, she wore a killing red stiletto. The bustier is so contrast in her white silky skin and showed her bare shoulder and her black mini skirt made her long sexy legs was shown up and attract a lot of men attention.

"Why? She didn't answered my call and going to this kind of place, wearing a sexy outfit and dancing with other man? How could she?" He talked to himself. He didn't realize that some one right next to him listen that
"Off course she can." Kang In suddenly answered him
"You never said that you fall in love with her right, so why she can't go with other man when you can have a date with other girl. Wake up Hyung, Sora is a begel lady, so you must be keep her tight. As long as you never show her that you are serious, don't blame her if there are a lot of men who will pick her, and it could be me. I like her though, at least I am interesting on her." Kangin teased him
"Listen Kangin-ah, you want to take her? Over my dead body. If I have to kill you, I will kill you." Leeteuk told him and suddenly get up from his chair
"Hyung, where are you going?" Kyu tried to stop him
"I will remark my right. Btw, don't wait for me, I will go first. There's something that I have to take care." Leeteuk told them when heading to the dance floor

***
"Can I dance with you, my Baby Princess?" Suddenly Leeteuk whispering at Sora ears in the middle of the dance floor
"OMO, Leeteuk-ssi..What a surprised.. When did you arrive? Are you coming here with your date?" Sora is so surprised to see him. During this two weeks, she missed him a lot. She tried to follow Hyo Rin advice and tried to examine her feeling to him, but she can not help herself for being cold to him also. She still remember how hurt she was when seeing Leeteuk and Oh In Hye two weeks ago
"Nope, I just hope that you are my date tonight. I don't like it when any one being your date." He told her coldly while grab her waist
"What are you doing Leeteuk-ssi? Be polite Please." Sora is so surprised when he realize Leeteuk hold her waist tightly
"I am just remarking my territory.And stop calling me Leeteuk-ssi, you knew that I didn't like to hear that word came from your beautiful lips." Leeteuk's eyes staring right to her eyes
"Oke fine.. Oppa.. Are you satisfied? Remarking my territory? Is that me for you? Cmon Oppa, since when?  Now Please, pulled out your hand over my waist, I want to come back to my best friend." Sora looks annoyed, but Leeteuk didn't want to lose her again
"Listen Sora-ya, I miss you." He told her

"Excuse me Sunbenim, but I think better you pulled out your hand over her. She was with me tonight, so she will be my responsibility, at least for tonigh." JB politely asked him to release Sora
"Jae Bom or should I call you JB? I have something to clear up with my wife, can you give us a private time, so me and her can solved the problem?" Leeteuk started to get angry
"I think I can't Leeteuk-ssi. I know you are my senior and I know you filming together as husband and wife. But in reality, I don't think both of you just business partner. I know Sora very well and I can see that she got annoyed because of you." JB told him strongly
"JB, I don't want a fight, but please understand us. Let me admit something to you. I miss this woman so much. I can not contact her for two weeks and because there was stupid misunderstanding between us, we fight. I didn't have time and she also didn't give a chance to fix the problem. Since we are very close each other, I think I am the closest man for her, so I think you have to give her to me." Leeteuk continued his strong word
"She come here with me, means she come back with me." JB told him
"Oke, now asked her, she wanna stay with you or with me. If she choose to stay with you, I will give you guys time, but if she said she choose me, sorry Junior, you have to give her to me." Leeteuk told him  and tried so hard to manage his anger, then  he made a glance to Sora
"Sora-ya, now it your choice. You know there's something between us that we have to settle. And I really miss you."

Sora is being quite for a while. She didn't know what to do. She didn't expected to him today. She came here for fun, to forget him, but why he has to show up like this. Deep inside her heart, she miss him so much. She also want to hugs him.

"JB, I am sorry, I think I have to go first. There were a lot of things that I have to fix with him. I am sorry best friend. You won't angry with me right? Now, escort me to our table, I have to take my clutch tough." She told JB and smiling at him
"Oppa, I think you better stay here. I'll come back soon as soon as I got my clutch." She tried to calm him. She also know, although Leeteuk said it was up to her, but he won't let JB spend the night together with her.
"Oke, I'll wait here, but if you didn't come back in five minutes, I'll find you, so don't try to escape from me Princess." he whispering right in her ears

***
"JB, I am sorry. I didn't know that he will come." Sora feel sorry for her best friend
"It's oke nunna. Honestly, I am a little bit afraid seeing Leeteuk sunbenim. But I think it was a little bit fun to test him." JB smiled at her
"What do you mean you tested him? So, it was only an acting?" Sora was surprised and without realize she hit JB shoulder
"Nunna, it's hurt. Btw, trust me, that Ahjusi, really fall in love with you. I can see in his eyes that he got annoyed with me and he tried so hard to hold it." JB told her while smile
"Aish, you.." Sora lost her word
"Nunna, I just want to prove what Jiwon told me. He said when he was shooting Strong Heart, every time they mention your name, Leeteuk sunbenim look was change, seems that he didn't like it. He event gave Jiwon a bad glance when they asked Jiwon who his ideal women is, you or Lee Min Jung nunna. That's why I am a little bit curious, but when I saw it myself. I believe it. Now, go back to the man that crazy in love with you, nunna. And send my apologize to him." JB smile and back to their table

***

"Why are you avoiding me? I was waiting in your apartment for two days and  tried to contact you, message you, but you never answered. So I decided to pullout myself for a while, and give you a space." he asked her directly when they already at his car
"Where we gonna go?" Sora pretending that she didn't listen what Leeteuk just told her

***

Not until five minutes, they arrive at their love nest, Dimple House
"OMG. I miss this place alot." Sora didn't realize that she showed her true feeling right after she came to their memorable love nest

"Sora-ya. I am really sorry." Leeteuk tried to open the conversation
"Sorry for what Oppa? For the incident two weeks ago? That's oke. I don't have a right to angry or being sulky." She change the way she talked. She she speak more softly than before
"Why? You have that right. I am the one who act as a jerk. I didn't think about your feeling at all. That day, when I'm just finish to take care of something, I accidentally met In Hye. She asked me to have lunch together. I think it will be impolite if I said no without a reason, that's why I am oke when she asked me." He tried to explain the situation to her.
"I am fine Oppa. I am sorry too, cause I didn't answered your call nor your message." She smiled
"Listen Sora..Listen carefully. I love you. I do really love you. I need you. I don't realize this feeling until I got announcement that our show was pending. I made me think, how can I survive without seeing you very often. I know I am a jerk, I can understand your feeling, but my feeling for you are real. It's growing Sora, by process. And I don't wanna loose you. You know how jealous I am seeing you dancing with JB, although I know you just treat him as your best friend, but it killed me. I am almost get a fight with Kangin because he teased me, saying he want you? ." he sincerely told her
"Oppa.. please don't say such as that meaningless word to me. I am fine. You know, I am sorry too. I was avoiding you for two weeks, it just I need a time and after two weeks, I knew that I'm fine. I know we close, but I am understand you Oppa." she smiled
"Meaningless word?? Are you still thinking that I am joking at you. Listen to me once again and look at my eyes Princess. When I needed an angel, it was you. I didn't have to look to the sky to find an angel because you made me realize that you were right her all the time. I love you Kang Sora, it's real, not reel. What I am feeling for you is real. Please believe me. what happend tonight made me more realize that I need you stay beside me. I needed an angel for making me secure, and you are my only angel." He told her then slowly he put his lips over her and give her a kiss. Sora was surprised with the kiss, but slowly but sure, she replied his kiss.


"Oppa, I don't know. I am confused. I like you, maybe I  love you too, but.. you know.." She can not complete her sentence right after they finish their sweet first kiss

"I understand Sora, I am completely understand. Just take your time, give me your answered when you're ready. You know that I am going to my enlist soon this year, I want you to be mine before it. And if you already sure to your feeling, please wait for me, I am going to marry you, for sure. I promise I will control my  attitude. I will prove to you, that I am really love you." He smile
"Thank you Oppa. Thanks for understand me. Let's try, we'll see where this going." She smiled and give a light kiss in his cheek.
"Thank you Sora-ya for giving me a chance.I love you Princess." He smile then once again, gave her a kiss in her lips,this time a promise kiss

(***END***)

PS:
This is only one shoot story and the story inspired when they were in the middle of break session of WGM until they finally realize that they need each other

When I need an Angel by All4One (thelyrics)

When I Needed an Angel

by All 4 One

What can I say when I can't find the words
To possibly explain what I'm feeling inside?
I tried to believe, my hope got flattened everyday that passed me by
And then you came in my life

And now I am living proof

Of what the gift of pure love can do

When I needed an angel it was you who made the sacrifice

Just in the nick of time
When I needed an angel I didn't have to look to the sky
'Cause you made me realize that you were right here all the time
Right here all the time, right here all the time

Sometimes I cry when I think about everything you've done for me

And I still can't believe that I can live my life
Every breath I take, I take for you and me
That's a promise I'll keep


And each night I think of you

And how your gift of love pulled me through

When I needed an angel it was you who made the sacrifice

Just in the nick of time
When I needed an angel I didn't have to look to the sky
'Cause you made me realize you were right here all the time
Right here all the time, right here all the time

Maybe one day everyone will say that I wanna be somebody's angel

And I will tell the world about this miracle
Every moment I'm awake I'll give the love you gave, oh angel

When I needed an angel it was you who made the sacrifice

Just in the nick of time
When I needed an angel I didn't have to look to the sky
'Cause you made me realize that you were right here all the time
You were right here all the time

Monday, March 25, 2013

NEVER LET YOU GO

Leeteuk was moving to Sora's apartment a week after Sora's discharged from hospital. He needs to be next to her. After Doctors made her sleep for three days, finally Sora awake. She stayed at the Intensive Care Unit for a week then spent four more days at the regular room. Leeteuk was with her when the Doctor told her about her real condition. Sora seems so strong when heard about it, she didn't cry, just squezze his hands harder. She didn't look nervous. For the first week, he never saw Sora cried, that made him worried about her. But last night, finally he saw her tears, last night finally he can heard and feel what his other half felt.

***
Leeteuk back to the army base to take care something right after Sora out from hospital. Leeteuk came to see his commander, begging for to asked something. Sora was in her apartment with her mother. She refused to stay at her parents house. She even insisted back to work. She said this is the best way to tell public that she was fine and nothing to worried after the accident.

(***flashback, Leeteuk army base***)

"Thank you for accepted me Sir." Leeteuk salute his Commander and bowed to him
"That's oke Jung Su. What's going on? How's your wife condition? Is she fine?" His Commander asked him
"Sir, there's something I want to asked. Can I stay at my own home? I mean, If it is possible, I want to stay next to her. I will come early in the morning and back home when I am finishing my duty. If this department rules and regulation not allow me to do that, Can I asked to move to another department, maybe at Public Service,like my members Heechul? So I can back home everyday? " Leeteuk a little bit hasitated when asking this to his supervisor
"Can I know what is the reason Park Jung Su?" His Commander asked him in serious tone
"Honestly Sir, her physical condition much better now, but not with mental condition. Because of the accident, she only have 30 percent possibility to have a child. The things that made me worried is she never cried since the Doctor told her about her real condition, that's not normal. For me, better if she cried a lot to me or to her parents, than she just keep calm and acted like nothing happend. She even started her daily job two days ago, that's why I thought I really stand next to her everyday. I hope you can understand me Sir." Leeteuk explained the situation
"I got it Jung Su. I have to bring this issue to the higher level, so I'll give it the answer to you soon as possible." his Commander told him
"Thank you so much Sir. I really appreciate." He bowed to his Commander

Two days after he talked to his Commander, the army gave him a permission as he wish, but they asked he can not shown up to public very often. This is not only for Leeteuk image, but also for the shake of the army itself.

(***Sora's apartment***)

"Morning Oppa, it's 6 o clock, don't you have to go to work?" Sora tried to waking up Leeteuk
"Six o clock already Princess? I hope today is weekend, so I don't have to go" Leeteuk didn't want to leave her after what he heard last night
"Aish, you should wake up Oppa. I am starting shooting today. I hope I already at home when you come from work." Sora smiled
"Are you happy Princess? Back to work again?" Leeteuk voice turned to be serious 
"Yes Oppa, I am so excited. I'll prove to everyone that I am oke, I am strong." Sora smiled again. She know when she start shooting she will forget her pain. She will be very busy and didn't have a time to think about her real condition
"I am happy when you're happy darling. Indeed.." Leeteuk smile
"Thank you Oppa, for supporting and understanding me. Now, wake up big boy. Time for you to go to the office." Sora pulled up her husband from bed to wake up
"Oke, I am wake, but please, where is my morning kiss?" Leeteuk tried to seduce his wife. He feel that Sora's mood is better this morning. He really miss to see true sight of her. He miss her smile, he miss her spirit, he miss her kiss, her touch, he miss everything in her.
"Oppa.. what are you doing?" suddenly Sora feels shy
"Just a one light morning kiss darling?" Leeteuk gave her his innocent face
"Ah Oppa.." 

Sora finally give up and give him a light kiss in his lips. Leeteuk hold her face and light kiss turned to be a passionate kiss. Sora was respond it and that made Leeteuk very happy. He didn't want to loose the moment. He kiss her deeply, and his hand start to explore Sora's body. Sora moaned between their kiss.  Leeteuk lost his mind, he started to kiss Sora's neck and explore her shoulder, then back to kiss her lips intimately. He slide his tongue to hers and deep his kiss while his hand still exploring his wife beautiful body. Sora moans again and that made Leeteuk lost control. He puts Sora in bed again, and slip his hand under her shirt and cup her breast. He play with her nipple while kissed her deeply. He really hunger for her kiss and her touch. He missed this woman a lot. He need her. 

Suddenly her phone was rang, and it bring her back to reality. She pulled out herself and immediately tidy up her shirt

"Oppa, you'll be late, just wake." She told him, take her phone and out of the bed room
"Sorry darling, I am pushing you, I just miss you a lot." Leeteuk told to himself right after Sora get out from bed room "I think I need cold water now." he said while walking to bath room

***
It's been a week, Sora was busy with his shooting activity. She always back home late. Leeteuk have to wait for her, sometimes until midnight. He tried to understand that she need a space to bring her confidence as an artist and as a woman.

But today, he really missed her. They only met each other around 30 minutes when Leeteuk preparing himself before worked. Sora still doing her role as a good wife, but since the passionate morning kiss moment, Sora changed and made a distance again. Leeteuk feel that she tried to hide something. He knew that she's not ready for their intimate move or something, but he sure there's something else.

"Sora-ya, where are you?" Leeteuk called her when he waited his other half at house. It's 10 pm and she's not come back yet
"I am on my way, just wait for me oke." She answered it, but there's hesitated tone in her answered
"Oke, what time you'll come?" he feel it. He can felt that tone
"Ehm, in 10 minutes?" Sora answered
"Oke, I'll be waiting for you." Leeteuk told her

There's something in her voice. She even don't call him Oppa, she just answered his question. He decided to wait for her down stairs. He need a fresh air also. He trust Sora, especially after what Sora said last week, but in the other hand, once again he feels insecure. He can feel there's something, he didn't know what is that, but he's sure there's something.

Five minutes later, when he just finished walking around, he saw her. Sora was get off form unusual car. That was not her company car, that was another car and someone was there. Leeteuk tried to see him clearly and he was so surprised, he is Sora's partner in her movie, Lee Hyun Jin. Hyun Jin also Sora's partner in one of music video. He saw how he tried to hold her hand, but she refused it. She get off immediately when arrive and smile to him from outside. Leeteuk really freezing to see the scene right in front of his eyes. He don't know how to react. He believe in her, but he really feel burning that time. He hold himself not to show up and beat Hyun Jin. Right after saying thank you, Sora run into her apartment. Leeteuk wait until his car was gone, then come to their apartment.

"Oppa? Is that you?" Sora was looking at him whe she heard the door opened
"Did you expect anyone else than me Sora-ya?" Leeteuk cannot hold his jealousy
"Oppa.. Why were you say that??" Sora still didn't understand why Leeteuk was angry. She admitted that she was avoiding him after their memorable morning kiss. She was afraid, that it will happened again. She's afraid that they will make love which is she felt that she wasn't ready yet.
"Are you really busy with your movie or busy with your partner in the movie? Seems that you are busy with him, until he have to take you home." Leeteuk told her in his cold and anger tone
"Oppa, did you see him drop me off?" Sora started to feel guilty. She can not said no to Hyun Jin since he asked her since a week ago. Tonight she didn't have a choice.
"Yes, why?? Every time I asked you, can I pick you up? You always said no, Sora-ya. You always said that everyone will know that we are together and it was not good for me and for the army. Is it true? Not good for me or not good for you?? Are you afraid that you will lost your career if everyone knew that we are together??" Leeteuk cannot control himself
"Oppa.. I am sorry.." Sora cannot said anything else. She knew how hurt her husband is. She really feel guilty to him. She avoided him, she refused and pulled his out, but he still care and wait for her. He still take care of her. She still can see a lot of love in him. She didn't realize that she start cry "Oppa, I am really sorry. This is not like what you're thinking." She told him
"Up to you Sora-ya. I think I need fresh air." Leeteuk told her while step out from their apartment. 

He really need a fresh air. He can't control himself, he feel guilty for yelling and angry at her. He believe in her, but he didn't like seeing other man close to her. He can feel that Hyun Jin like her. He can see from the way he looked at her. Sora was in the middle of her dilemma period, he really feel insecure. He was really afraid that Sora will be affected by him.
"I am sorry Sora-ya. I didn't want to loose you. I can not live without you." He talked to himself while coming back to their apartment 30 minutes later.

He was looking for her, right after he came back. He thought that he have to say sorry to Sora. He found her sleeping already, there is a trace of tears on hers. He felt really sorry, seems Sora fell a sleep when she was crying

"Princess, I am sorry. I didn't mean it darling.." He keeps whispering on her ears while holding her tight
"You know Princess, you know that I'm always parallel on the other side of you. I promise you that no one else beside you. Just stay with me. Hang in there with me. I promise you darling, we will face everything together. Just stay, please be strong Sora-ya, I love you so much." He keep whispering in her ears. 

"Oppa.. I am sorry.. I didn't mean it. I love you and always do Oppa.. I love you..indeed.." Sora was talking in her sleep
"Ssst.. I know darling.. I know.. I love you too, just sleep darling.. I know you are tired, just sleep my Baby Princess. I love you and I promise you I won't let you down." Leeteuk tried to comfort and calm her by talking to her then kiss her forehead.  

***
"Morning Baby Princess. It's seven o clock. Wake up." Leeteuk tried to wake her up after the misunderstanding between them last night
"Oppa? What time is it?" Sora seems sorry because Leeteuk woke up before her
"It's seven darling and it's Friday. I already prepared a breakfast for you. I have to go now. I think you are so tired, you sleep without changing darling. That's why I let you sleep. Just sleep again. I have to go. See u tonight." Leeteuk told her then kiss her forehead before he go
"Oppa.. about last night. I am sorry." She hold his hand prevent him to go
"Ssst, that's oke. That was only misunderstanding darling. I am sorry too for yelling and angry to you." Leeteuk smiled
"Thank you Oppa, thank you for understand me." she smiled "Now, let me accompanied you outside. Wait, give me 5 minutes." 

Leeteuk a little bit weird about Sora's action, but he's happy

"What do you want to eat today Oppa? I am off today.I'll make everything that you asked." She smiled again
"Really? Wow.. Everything darling. I'll come home earlier today. You're at home right?I'll be here at 5. I am going, I'll get punishment if I am late." Leeteuk smiled when he's heading to his work place. He really happy to see Sora changed little by little. She started return to the old Sora

Right after Leeteuk gone, Sora called someone

"Hallo.. It's me Kang Sora." Sora talked to someone at phone
"Ah Mrs Park, what's wrong?" said mysterious one
"Is everything ready? Can I take it today?" Sora was hesitated
"Yes Mam. everything ready, you just need his signature. After that, I'll take care of everything. Btw, are you sure Mam? Honestly, you didn't seems you are sure with this." this man asked Sora again
"I think I am ready. I'll at your office at 10, just prepare everything." Sora end up the conversation

***
"Oppa, do you have a plan for this weekend?" She asked him while doing their dinner
"Nope.. Why?? Do you want to go somewhere?" Leeteuk asked her
"Let's go to Namsan. Just have fun there. I miss that place." 
"Sure. wait a minutes." Leeteuk put his dishes and went to bed room while Sora started to clean it up

"Let's go."Leeteuk suddenly came with a bag and ready to go
"Where we gonna go Oppa? And why you bring that bag? Sora a little bit confused
"Just go, C'mon" Leeteuk grab her hand and asked her to go
"Oppa, I have to prepare. Let me change first and prepare everything."
"Nope, everything ready. I already prepare it for you. All is here. You don't have to change darling. You look good now. Just go." Leeteuk insisted
"Oke, wait a minutes." Sora run to their bed room and come out with her bag "Let's go Oppa, I'm ready." She smiled. She was excited also. This is what she always love from her husband. And she will enjoy every second that she share with him this weekend and will keep it in her memories

(***Banyan Tree Club and Spa***)

"Oppa, are you kidding? Why here?" Sora was shocked when she realize that her husband brought her to the first place that they share a night together
"Remember this place right? I already booking an exact room that we used that night. I want to remember it darling. Just relax." He smiled

***
Right after they came to their room, Sora looked at him

"Do you want to use it Oppa?" She smiled when seeing the big jacuzy in the middle of the room
"Aren't you tired?" Leeteuk a little bit hesitated, he didn't want Sora run away again because  of their intimate
"I think I need it to get relax Oppa. Did you bring my swimsuit or bikini?" She asked him in seducing tone
"Yup, I prepare it darling. It's in the bag." Leeteuk still confused with all Sora action tonight
"Good, let me change first." She smile, took the bikini and went to the bath room. Meanwhile Leeteuk just frozen seeing what her wife doing

Sora just finished preparing herself and walk back to the room with her sexy bikini. She looking up her husband was standing near the open window. She walked at him and suddenly   wrap her thin arms around his waist and rest her weigh on his back

"Oppa.." That's the only word that came from her sexy lips. Leeteuk surprised with her gesture. He touch her hand and turn himself to her.
"Sora-ya.." Leeteuk can not continued his word especially after seeing Sora in her seducing pose. Wearing her bikini, nothing was hide, and seeing her smile on him. Sora slowly wrap her arms around his neck and kiss his lips. Leeteuk was so surprised with her move and lost in their kiss.

"Sora-ya are you sure. I can not promise you that I can hold it. I miss you so much darling.I don't want you to regret it if you are not ready for it." Leeteuk still a little bit hesitated
"Oppa, you talked to much." She told him then start to kiss his neck while her hand open his t-shirt impatiently. She start to kiss his shoulder and explore his body then back to kiss his lips again.

"Is this really you darling?" Leeteuk was really surprised with his wife move. She didn't said a thing only smile and continued to kiss him again. Her hand was keep busy exploring Leeteuk body and finally open his pants. Right after she opened it, she jump a little and wrap her beautiful legs around his waist
"Ready for Jacuzy Oppa?" she smiled and winked to him
"Oh My God Sora, you are really a death of me." Finally without hesitated he brought her to the jacuzy without stopping kiss her lips passionately.

Enjoying playing around in the jacuzy, suddenly Sora pulled herself out and grab Leeteuk hands. Sora took a white big towel as soon as they came out from the jacuzy. She dried Leeteuk body inch by inch, then open up her bikini slowly and dried herself. Leeteuk frozen seeing his other half beautiful naked body in front of him.

"Sora-ya??" 
"Why were you thinking too much Oppa?? Let me serve you like you serve me before."  

Sora's smile and guide him to bed. She pushing him gently in the bed, and climbed on him. She started kiss his lips intimately. She nibble at his bottom lips and made him to moan in excitement. She continued trailing kisses down and nibbling it. Her hand was exploring Leeteuk body, played with his nipples, while her lips was playing in his neck. 

"Is this oke for you Oppa?" She asked and seduced him
"Sora-ya. I don't know what to say." Leeteuk only can moan with every ecstasy that his wife gave him

She continued her move by playing his nipples with her tongue, while Leeteuk hands was exploring her naked body and gave a pleasure at her. She keeps exploring Leeteuk's body with her mouth.  Leeteuk once again moan in excitement. She really take a lead tonight, Leeteuk seems seeing someone different. 

Suddenly she slowly pulled herself in and start to move. She gave him a deep passionate kiss, and keep moving, while Leeteuk keep moving his hand at her body to gave her a pleasure. 

"Oppa, I think I can't handle it." Sora scream in the middle of their love making, she reach her first climax. 
"Just release it darling, I am fine." He smile and satisfied seeing she sink in her ecstasy. 

Without stopping their move, Leeteuk slowly pulled her underneath him. He started to explore Sora's body and played with her breast and nipple. Their body keep moving following the rhythm of their love making. They shacking the climax together.

"Thank you Sora.. thank you so much.. I love you." He kissed her right after they finished their first love making
"Thanks to you too Oppa. Thank you for complete me." She smiled without realize that her eyes was teary
"Don't cry. It always wonderful and beautiful. Every time we made love, it was beautiful darling. Don't cry please.. I love you." He kisses her tears and smile "Just sleep, I think this week was a tough week for both of us. Just sleep darling." 

They spent the weekend happily together. They went to the restaurant where Leeteuk took her for their first date in WGM, ordered exactly the same food. They disguised themselves and went to Namsan tower. 

They back to the hotel and make love for several time until they were tired. They make love like there's no tomorrow, once again Sora took a lead and Leeteuk let her to do it. They sleep cuddling each other. 

***
Sunday morning, after their marathon love making, Leeteuk wake up after he realize that Sora was not beside him on bed.

"Sora-ya.. Sora-ya? Where are you darling?" He thought Sora was on the bathroom

After ten minutes, he start worried. He totally wake up and start looking for his Baby Princess

"Sora-ya, Where are you?" He talked to himself, suddenly he saw a note with a big envelope underneath it

"Oppa, thank you for this wonderful weekend. I love it. Oppa, I know you must think that I'm childish or immature, but I can't stand it, we're already broken Oppa, there's no way out. Please just let me go. What we've been through this weekend, I'll keep it as a best memories in my life. You have to let me go Oppa, I am not worth it enough for you. Just found another woman, forget me. Please don't try to find me, just call me if you're ready and already sign all the papers that I leave for you. I am sorry.."

He opened the envelope in a rush and read it quickly

"Stupid girl, What's in her mind when doing this." Leeteuk prepare himself quickly, grab his phone, tried to contact her so many times, but her phone was off. 

He came to their apartment but he can not found Sora's there. Can not find her anywhere, he decided to give her a space and time. He read the paper again and call a number which is written there

"Hallo.." A man answering his phone
"I am Park Jung Su, Kang Sora's husband. Can we meet privately, today? It's emergency." He asked that man
"Sure Sir, where we gonna met?" 
"Meet me at the Paul Bistro. It's on Ritz Carlton apartment complex." He gave a place to that man
"Oke Sir, let's meet at 30 minutes." 
"Oke. I am waiting you there." Leeteuk end up the conversation

"Sora-ya, although you are so hard for trying and begging me to let you go. It won't happened. I am guarentee It won't happend" He talked to himself while seeing a draft of "Divorce Agreement" that Sora left him

(***to be continued***)

Mirrors by Justin Timberlake

MIRRORS
by Justin Timberlake

 Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
Cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare, cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I
Would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Baby, you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]