Cr: @jerqu http://forums.soompi.com/discussion/370394/official-leeteuk-suju-sora-couple-we-got-married/
At 6pm, Sora decides
she will order room service as she is still busy rehearsing for her
presentation. Her dinner arrives and is now eating while reading her
cue cards and reviewing her power point materials.
She
proceeds to the venue of her presentation at 7pm. Upon arrival, she
sets up her materials and checks other logistics that may contribute to
the success or failure of her presentation, the technicalities she
thought.
She
sees a lot of familiar places and mingles with them. At 7:30, the
conference resumes and she is the first speaker to present.
Her
presentation went good, no technical problems encountered and questions
from the viewers were addressed. She did a good job once again. After
gathering her materials, she proceeded back to her room.
It
is 10 pm and she cannot sleep. The summer heat is on and it is warm
inside her room in spite of the fact that it is equipped with a ceiling
fan. She decides to talk a walk along the dormitory pathways leading to
the landscaped lawns.
Oh,
the cool summer breeze is so refreshing, she thought while walking
along the pathway. She reaches a curb where a bench is nestled under an
arc of perennial flowers, she sits and relaxes for the meantime.
"Welcome
back," she heard a familiar voice that made her want to stand up fast
and run away but this feeling vanished quickly, she remained seated.
LT
sits by her side, about an arm’s length away. They remained silent for
a long time, it seems like eternity but someone had to break the
silence.
"How are you doing, Sora, are you happy?"
KS does not answer, she does not know what to say.
LT continues talking. "Life is not fair, I believe you are happy now, I wish I could say the same for myself."
"I
have to thank you for what I have now, Leeteuk. When you said that you
wanted me out of your life, I almost died, but come to think of it I
made the right decision to leave Korea for a while. My experience in
New York had made me feel more confident; it raised my self-esteem and
taught me things that I never imagined I could do."
"Good
for you. Just for the record, I did not want you out of my life, I may
have insinuated it but I never wanted you out of my life." "I regretted
saying those lines and still regret it to date and will remain
regretting it for my entire life I guess."
"I think it is too late for us to debate on semantics, Leeteuk."
"I
meant to see you after the night of our talk but I was too ashamed of
myself that I did not have the nerve to see you. Then, I learned that
you were off to New York as an exchange student, I was so happy for you
then and thought that I might as well let you go to fulfill your
longtime dream of pursuing a degree. I thought that there will be
plenty of time to reconcile with you after your New York stint, when you
come back to Korea, thus I was convinced that we needed that space
apart." "I sent you off when you left, I was at the airport looking at
you from afar."
"You
were confident that I will come back and we will get together again?
Is my understanding correct?, You are one cheeky guy! You are too sure
of everything!!"
"Please
do not get me wrong, I was being confident but at the same time I
prayed a lot that you will still be available when you come back."
Sora
does not know what to say. She is assessing herself wanting to find
out if she still feels something for LT but the symptoms are still
there, her hands are sweaty, her knees feeling weak and heart, her
heart racing fast. Oh my God, please no.. I can't think like this, I
have to be firm... Yes, she may still finds him still very attractive
but she does not want to be with him.
"Yes,
I was hoping that you would come back still available but perhaps karma
is catching up with me now. I am too late to ask you for a fresh
start, right?"
Sora remains silent, she is starting to get confused as to where this conversation is leading.
"My mom and sister bumped into your parents last Tuesday at the mall."
Oh
no, said Sora to herself, now she knows where this is leading to and
she better brace herself and should think of a smart answer to LT's
incoming questions.
"Twins,
with their nanny, was with your parents at that time and they said that
they are yours. My mom said that they looks so adorable."
Sora does not want to say anything as yet, she allows LT to talk.
"It is my dream to have a family of my own, years ago I would have wanted you to be the mother of my children."
"Then, what is keeping you Leeteuk, go build your own family, I think you are stable enough now to do it."
"But I want you in it and I want that little twins to be a part of my family too."
"Wait,
leeteuk, is this why we are having this conversation? You think they
are yours? You are hilarious! May I remind you, oh my God, this too
embarrassing for me but gee, let me jog your memory a bit, yes you maybe
the first but are you sure there's nobody after you?"
Stunned, Leeteuk realizes the truth and starts sobbing unabashedly.
"The
mere thought that another man had made love to you, Sora, is tearing my
heart into pieces. With that little twins as a living proof that you
had consummated your love for someone else other than me makes me feel
jealous as hell! If I could only bring back the hands of time, I would!
Perhaps, we would have ended up together as a family had I not
allowed you to leave for New York!"
Sensing the remorse in Leeteuk’s voice, Sora felt sorry for him.
"Leeteuk,
I have a lot on my plate right now. My work demands a lot of time as
well as my parenting chores. However, I thrive in this busy atmosphere
and I love multi-tasking. I feel so complete now with my kids by my
side and my passion at work serves as the driving force to achieve
something that makes me feel fulfilled. Honestly, I do not need a man
right now to satisfy my needs." "Our ship, had sailed, sunk even!"
"If I am not her father, then who is?"
"You do not know him."
"Then, introduce me to him."
"You will meet him, in due time but honestly, I do not know how meeting him would help you."
"I need closure, Sora! I need to see the guy who deserves your love more than me."
Sora was speechless, She don't know what to say.....
"One more thing, I want DNA Test"..........................
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