Tuesday, April 16, 2013

I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING



(***Paul Bistro, Ritz Carlton Apartment Complex***)

Leeteuk waited for someone at the restaurant that they already arranged before. He waited for 10 minutes, until finally a middle aged man coming.

"Mr Park Jung Su? Miss Kang Sora's husband?" He greet Leeteuk first
"Mr Lee Won Hee? Yes, I am Kang Sora's husband and please don't call her Miss, she is Mrs Park now and it won't change." he told him seriously 
"Ah I see, so you are the husband. But, wait, you are Super Junior leader right? My youngest daughter is big fans of you. Miss, ah I mean Mrs Park never told me who her husband is. She only talked that she wants to make a Divorce Agreement, that's it." Lee Won Hee told him
"Mr Lee, can I know how much did she pay you?" Leeteuk told him carefully
"Pardon? Are you asking me for my rate?" Lee Won Hee so surprised with Leeteuk question
"Yup. Let me tell you something. I will pay double from what my wife gave you, with one condition, don't satisfy what she asked you. What I need is very simple, don't make this happened. As simple as that." Leeteuk told him
"Wow.. Honestly, I also have a family with three kids and thank's God, it is survive until now and I completely understand, but from my professional point of view, this kind of things showed that I am not professional and I feel like betraying my own client." he told him
"I know Sir. I am begging you. I won't let this happened, Big No for me. I can't live without her. I don't know how she went to this stupid decision. You know, during this weekend, we spent a very good time together, we made love like crazy, we love each other, how come she was gone when I woke up and left this stupid agreement." Leeteuk didn't realize that he pullout all of his feeling to a person he just met
"I know what you feel Mr Park Jung Su. I just meet her twice, the first one, she looks blank and confused, and asking me how if she want to divorce. The second one, she told me to continue while she was crying. I asked her that time, is she really want to have a divorce or not, she said yes, for your good sake. That's why I continued the process. Basically, we can go to the court without you sign the agreement, but I am suggesting, you meet out off court. You two might be have to meet and make sure what you guys really want. As a husband, I never wanted my client got divorce or something. My advice is just keep her and convince her that she is worth enough for you. You don't have to pay me more. I can see clearly that both of you still in love, deep in love with each other. Just give me a call if something come up." Lee Won Hee told him. He really impressed with Leeteuk
"Thank you Sir. I will try so hard, with or without your help I'll keep this woman. Once again, thank you very much." Leeteuk thanked and bowed him.
"That's oke young man, now, can you give me your signature, this time not Park Jung Su signature, but Leeteuk signature, for my youngest daughter." He told him and smiled on him
"Sure Sir." he gave him his Super Junior signature for the lawyer, then bowed to  him again, before he left.

Right after he left, Leeteuk call some one
"Where are you? When will you arrive?" He is talking to mysterious man
"I'm here already. I saw you still talking to that old man, that's why I went back to my car."
"Oke. I am waiting here, just come. Do you want something to drink? I can order it for you." he told him
"I'm at the door now, just Black coffee." that man is coming right after they ended the phone call

"Annyonghaseo, Jung Su." he greet Leeteuk 
"Ah, Hyun Jin Hyung have a sit." Leeteuk told him
"What I can do for you now Jung Su." he asked him
"My wife, ehm I am married, you know about that right? She asked for divorce because some stupid misunderstanding. What I want you to do is just tell me where she is and what's doing during  the day, at least I will hire you for a month, or at least for two weeks. I think I have to give her a time for herself, but I can't stand it not to know, what she is doing, with whom, etc. Just give me a text or call me if there's something important. Call me weird and crazy for being her stalker, but I really need to know." He told to his friends, which is now working as private investigator
"So, you don't know where is she now?" he asked his junior at high school
"She leave me at the hotel this morning after spending a great weekend together. I came home, she wasn't there." Leeteuk told him
"Aren't you supposed to be at the army now?" he asked Leeteuk
"Yes, but I got dispensation because of Sora's accident. The problem actually started after the accident Hyung. She lost one of her ovarium, the doctor have to take it. Because of it, her chance to have a child is small Hyung, let say only 30 percent. She became unstable, especially mentally after she heard my father asked me to leave her and have my own children. I don't know how to do Hyung. I will leave out of our home today and asked her to move back there. I will move to my mom's house, temporarry,  at least for two weeks. I won't let her go, no way. I can not live without her, but if I am around her everyday, I am afraid she will gone. She was kind of woman who need a time to think. That's why I really need your help Hyung. I will pay everything, but please help me." Leeteuk told him everything, since they already know each others for a long time
"Don't talked about money with me Jung Su. I know it hard for you and for her. For some reason I know why she doing this. She is a rocky stars, compared to you, she already she was no body. But you keep convince her that you love her, even you marry her before your enlist. She must be think that It was a very huge sacrifice. Now, she have to face another problem, which is bigger then the first one. I know why she run away. She must be said that she was not worth enough for you." Hyun Jin told him
"Yes Hyung, that exactly what she said to me." he didn't realize that he was crying
"I'll help you and you don't have to pay me, just accept this as your wedding gift from me. I don't have a chance to congratulate or giving both of you a wedding gift." Hyun Jin told him "Now better you go home. I will start to find her and give you an information. I think I can find her as soon as possible."
"Thank you so much Hyung." He thanked him and give him a hug

Right after he reach his car he text her

"Sora-ya, I don't know where are you right now, but please comeback home. I already moved out now just tried to make you comfortable. I just think you need that apartment more than me. I don't know what is in your mind, but I know you always know that my heart belongs to you and only u, no one else and it won't  replace by any other one. I will meet you if you are ready enough to meet me. One thing that you have to sure Princess, I will always love you..Indeed..miss you already.."

(***Kang Sora parents house***)

"Sora, you still have your schedule tomorrow or you got your break?" her mother softly asked her,while knocking her room door. Early in the morning around 6, she came to the house and crying at her room. She didn't said a word. Her parents decided to let her cry herself at her own room. They didn't want to push their own daughter to tell her what's happen. But they know, this is must be related to their marriage life.
"Oma, I planed to  take two more days off. Why?" her eyes still swollen, when she opened the door and let her mother coming
"Do you want to come with me? Let's go traveling together, anywhere, You choose the place. Just relax and have some fun. I miss you though. Just the two of us, like the old time." her mother told her while wipe her tears. "Listen Sora, I don't want to asked you what's going on. You are grown up, married. You are not my little Sora anymore, you are grew up to be a very beautiful woman. I will support every little decision you made, trust me."
"Omma.. I am sorry..I am really sorry.." she can not say a word but crying louder
"Ssst Sora.. it's oke, like I said before married is not only about the happy things, but also about the sad things. Now, do you want to go somewhere or not. I won't asked you what happen, but you know I am here when you need me." She told her then hugs her.
"Let's go to Jeju Mom, let's asked father to come also. Let's spend this two days, just the three of us." She told her then smile. "I'll prepare my things and better both of you prepare yours." She smiled again

A second after her mother leave the room, once again she read the message again

"Oppa.. I love you too, I am sorry.." she talked to herself while crying

In the same time Leeteuk phone was beeping and a message came

"She is fine, look a little bit pale and her eyes was swollen. She is in the airport now, heading to Jeju with both of her parents. I already order my people to follow them to Jeju. At least you don't have to worry, she is in the right hand. Btw, I can see clearly that she love you, so don't worry to much."

Leeteuk a little bit relief  after reading the message, at least he know with whom she was now.

(***Sora's shooting location a month later***)

"Oke cut, I think enough for today. Fighting everyone, we just have two days left, then finish the shooting." The director shout out to all of the film crew

"Sora-ya.. can I talk to you a little bit?" suddenly the Director asked her to stay at the location
"What's wrong Sir? Did I make a mistake?" Sora got confused. 

She realize that during this month, especially this entire week, she can't concentrate. Leeteuk always send her a message and saying that he love her and miss her so much. He also have his own radio show twice a week. Every time he was on air, he always gave her a secret message in his show adn always make her cried with the song that he gave her. Although he never say to whom the message and the songs are, but she know, that only for her.

"Listen Sora-ya, I don't know what happen to you during this month. I saw, there's  something different in you, you looks so sad. You can hide it from other peoples, I know when the camera on, you got into the role, but there's something in your eyes that you can not hide from me. Your eyes talked a lot Sora-ya. We already three times work together as a team, and I like your professionalism, that's why I choose you to play the role, because I know how responsible you are to your job, but I lost the sparkle in your eyes. You know I'm here, not as a teacher, not as a senior, not as director, but as a friends. You look like my own sister for me and my wife. So, please bring back the sparkle in your eyes Sora-ya. I'm sad when you're sad." The Director told her.
"Thank you Sir. I will do my best. Thanks a lot for your attention." She told him while smile, but didn't realize that her eyes teary
"Wipe the tears in your eyes Sora-ya. I just don't want other people know. Fighting big girl, what ever happen to you, I know you will get through of it." He smiled and cheer her up

Right after she finished talking with the director, her partner in the movie, Lee Hyun Jin came to her

"Is there something wrong? I mean I saw you talked so serious with the Director. I am afraid he scold you or something." Hyun Jin tried to show his attention to her
"No, that's not like what you think Oppa. Everything is fine, he is my teacher, my senior and my role, so don't worry. If there's nothing else, can I go? I think I'm a little bit tired." She tried to give an excuse to leave
"Wait Sora-ya, can I take you home, Please. Don't say no again this time. I really want to spend more time outside the working hour with you." Hyun Jin grab her hand and begging her
"I am sorry Oppa, I can't, I am really tired now. May be next time, but better don't, there's no next time. Don't waste your time to me, it's not worth it though. I'm sorry Oppa, but better we stay as we are. I am glad I have a chance to work and know you closer through this project. I like you, as a best friend off course." she tried to subtly rejected and smiled at him
"Is that true? The rumor that you already have a boy friend and now he is in the army? So the relationship continue out of screen?" Hyun Jin tried to found out
"Just believe it. I think that's it." She told him and don't wanna hide her feeling
"He's too lucky. So, that's the reason why you never want to accepted me? Because of him right? Wah.. beautiful, sexy, talented, down to earth, humble, good in acting, smart.. he's so lucky to have you, but honestly.. Is there any chance for me?" Hyun Jin tries to teased her
"I am taken Oppa, so I'm sorry.. He's my everything.." she tried to be honest, not only to Hyun Jin, but also for herself
"If you broke up with him, you know whose the first man to call. I like you and maybe fall in love with you. Honestly, I'm a little bit sad hearing this, but I knew the possibilities is so small. Btw, let's stay as a best friend, promise?? And if that army man make you cry or hurt you, come to me, I will give him a lesson, oke? Bye Sora-ya" Hyun Jin smiled then leave her

One thing that Sora didn't know, that someone is watching her. Sometimes, he acted as Sora's stalker since he miss her so much. He can hear every single word that came from her lips and he believe in her. I know she still love him, like he love her. He can see clearly in her eyes.

On the way to her apartment, suddenly Sora asked her driver to stop at Han river bank. 

"Hyung, just stop here. I think I need a fresh air." Sora asked the driver
"Where are you going Sora?" Lee Young asked her
"I just need a fresh air unnie, It's oke, this is in front of apartment complex, so nothing to worry. I'll comeback home in 15 minutes, oke?" Sora tried to convince her personal assistant. She's been with her for almost four years.
"Oke, but please be careful, already 10 pm now. I am worry of you or maybe better if we are waiting for you at car." Lee Young told her
"Please don't unnie. It's oke, I can walk by myself. Just leave me unnie, it just 10 pm, I'll at home at half an hour, don't worry." She convince her
"Oke, Sora, if that what you want. Be careful oke, call me when you're at home." Lee Young asked her
"Sure, bye Unnie, thanks for the drive Hyung. See you tomorrow. " she told them and get out from car

Leeteuk still following her. When he saw Sora's car stop near Han river, he also stop. He saw Sora from a secure distance, so she can not see him. He can see clearly, she tried to see the water, then sat at one of the bench a long the river bank. Sora took her phone out, looking to the screen, and push something. Suddenly his phone vibrate, but only for a second. He feel so happy then, that means she missed him. Sora didn't realize that she pushed the button and called him. She ended it as soon as she realize it. He was so happy but almost can not hold himself when seeing his other half crying. He want to hold her and being a shoulder to cry on for her. He miss to hugs her and let her cry in her chest.

"Don't cry Princess, I miss you too, desperately. Please stop crying darling." he talked to himself.

In the other hand

"Oppa.. I miss you.. I am trying so hard to live my life without you, but I'm failed. I love you so much Oppa, no one else." she talked to herself while crying

After around 15 minutes, finally she move on, and walked to their apartment. Leeteuk continued to follow her until she entered the building, then he went to the army radio station.  He have his own show tonight.

(***Army Radio Station***)

As soon as he arrived at the radio station he asked the music director to play some songs in the list that he gave her.  Leetuk want to make this show is more special than the other show. At 11 pm sharp his show begin, a song from Tina Arena, "I want to Know What Love is" was opening the show tonight

"Good night everyone, might be all of you asking me, why I choose that song as an opening song tonight. Ehm, I think everyone, including me, gotta take a little time to think somethings over. I know everyone have to climb their own mountain and through the clouds before seeing love shine which keep us warm as life grows colder. You know listeners, in my life, but I think not only in my life, it's on everyone life, there's been heartache and pain and sometimes we don't know if we can face it again. I think we've traveled so far to change this lonely life. That's why I really love this song. Can you show me what love is? I really want to know what love is, and I want you to show me.." he opening the show with some sweet word that came after the song played.

"And for the next song, let's hear "Only You" from my group..hehehehe.. my lovely group, Super Junior.Are you guys doing well without me?? heheheheh.. Now, back to the song. This song means a lot for me, since I made it by self, and I look at my sky when I wrote it. My Sky is my biggest inspiration.. Do you want to know which part is my favorite part.. ehm.. let me read it for you.. My heart only has you, your heart only has me.. Similar sentiments, the proof of our love..The same sky, different place..We're separated for now, for instant something to never forget, Please remember.. I will remember the love you gave me..No one can take over you...That only love, I will keep in the bottom of my heart..Making you wait so long, I'm sorry..In my life only you are most special.. Wah.. I think because of it, a lot of people call me Roman-Teuk...kekekek..but one thing for sure, thanks for my sky for being my inspiration and stay with me..love you.." after he said another sweet  word, the song was played.. His cheek was blushing after saying that sweet words. He really hope that Sora listen to his show tonight. He know from Lee Young that Sora always hear his show until finished before she went to sleep, and sometimes, she was crying when hearing him..

After 2 hours finally its ended

"Wah.. time is running so fast. It's 1 am now, I think it's time for me to say goodbye to all of you my lovely listeners.. I am happy to be with you all, now time for me choosing the closing songs.. ehm, this song so meaningful, at least for me.. when you love someone there's nothing else that you want, besides being with your love one all the time. For me, I could stay awake just to hear her breathing, watch her smile while she is sleeping while she was far away and dreaming.. I also could spend my life in this sweet surrender.. when I am with my love one..kikikikikik.. ehm I don't want to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep cause I'd miss her always.. And I don't wanna miss a thing... I don't wanna miss a thing from Aerosmith everyone, for all of you and your lover who always stay beside you.. and off course for my love..I'd miss you babe and I don't want to miss a thing..Goodbye everyone.." Leeteuk end up his show..

(***to be continued***)

PS: Special thanks for my lovely sister huey @ddhamster for the wonderful fanart of our JungSora.. love it darling.. Thank you very-very much.. Love you.. *hugsandkisses*

I don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
I don't wanna  miss a thing
by Aerosmith
Songwriters: WARREN, DIANE EVE
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

I want to know what LOVE is
by Tina Arena


Gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
Better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older
Ooh yeah
This mountain I must climb
Is like the world upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder
In my life 
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
Yeah
Gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Got nowhere left to hide
Looks like love has finally found me
In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've travelled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I feel what love is
I know you can show me
Yeah
Lord help me to be strong
On this road I travel on
When I'm lost and lonely
Find me
My journey's just begun
And I'm not the only one
Cause I wanna know 
I wanna know
Yes I've found out
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
Oh yeah
I know you can show me
I wanna know what love is
Yes I've found out
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
You can't hide
I know you can show me
Yeah, Nah yeah
Cause I wanna know
Wanna know
Tell me what love is
Do you know what it is
Tell me what love is
Show me what love is
Show me what love is


7 comments:

  1. uwaa.. finally..
    thank u for uploading this chapter..
    Hope u can upload the next chapter if u are not too busy author nim..
    fighting!! ^^

    ps: please reunite them soon.. hehe

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  2. dee.....

    love teuki so much....

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  3. wooooow so loyal couple they are and hope love will win :). waiting your update

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  4. Really love the words that you used here...very touching, romantic and DAEBAK!!

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  5. Almost cry in front of class... :((
    Dee buuun... Don't seperate them too long...!!! Aaaaakk... >__<

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  6. unni... ah they still not reconcile... hope they will soon, they need each other.

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