Wednesday, May 1, 2013

WE CAN LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN



(***SME office***)

"Hyung.. glad that you can come."  Eunhyuk greet Leeteuk when he arrived at their office. Tonight is his official day off and suddenly his manager called him to come to SM office to hold an urgent meeting
"What's up?? Is that very important things that made you guys have to call me to come here? But I miss you guys too.. How's the concert?" Leeteuk still didn't get the point, why they call him to come
"Teukie-ah, honestly, there's something important, related to you and your wife, and we are, I mean the company afraid, it will affect Super Junior also." His manager tried to open the conversation
"Something bad?? What's it?" he little bit curious. He didn't want anyone know the problem that he have to face now. He still have to fix a lot of things with his other half
"Our friend in one of the media said, that paparazzi is following and monitoring you and Sora's move. They started suspicious with your relationship with her. Although they knew that you are in army now, they started realized that you spent your free time with her. I just want you to be careful, at least for Super Junior's sake." His manager told him. Leeteuk didn't answer his manager but he keep staring his member one by one. After couple minutes, finally he spoke up
"Siwon, as the most famous member of Super Junior, are you disturbing with this kind of things, if the media finally showed that me and Sora as a couple? I mean, might be it will affect Super Junior and you as the most famous member. Will you get annoy, especially it might be have an effect to your popularity?" Leeteuk strongly asked him
"Hyung, for me, you deserve to have your own life with her. I think if media reveal that you and Hyungsunim are couple, I will support you. Basically, I think fans can accepted, We're not teenagers though, we deserve to be happy with our own partner, especially you Hyung. You married her, I think, it's oke if you want to show to the world that you are happy married man and we, as Super Junior will stand behind you, even if the company against your decision." Siwon showed his support to his leader
"Same here Hyung. I know that you planned to tell that you are in relationship with her after you discharge from the army, but if media reveal that you two in relationship now, and if you  won't denied it, I will support your decision, all members and I hope all of you, as our managers will support it also." Eunhyuk told him and asked their managers to support Leeteuk also
"From the first time you met her Hyung, I knew that you fell for her. From that time, I promised to myself that I, personally will support you. So don't worry to much, we can handle it tough, Super Junior can handle it." Sungmin poke his shoulder and smiled
"Thank you guys. So Hyung, I think I will stay calm and didn't make any statement for it, but if media reveal our photo or something, please don't denied it. I will make the statement, my personal statement, so don't worry much. I think people and ELF will understand my decision. I need her Hyung, you know that I can't live without her. The accident, everything, We already through a lot of difficulties. So if the news spread out, I won't denied it. I hope the company will understand this." Leeteuk told to his manager

Right after he told them, his phone rang, and Lee Young's number was there

"Jung Su-ah? Where are you? I am with Sora now, we are at Club Ellui at Gangnam. We are celebrating the end of our film shooting. You have to come now Jung Su-ah, Sora got drunk. You have to pick her up. I can not trust anyone, except you." LeeYoung, Sora's assistant told him the situation
"Is she oke now? Just make her stay at her table, don't allowed her get more drink or dancing again. I'll be there soon and will take care of everything. So I asked you to guard her, until I come.Please nunna.." Leeteuk asked her
"No problem Jung Su-ah, that's why I call you. Just quickly come here, she need you. She keep whispering your name now." Lee Young told him.
"Araso nunna. Give me 30 minutes and I'll be there."

"Guys, I need your help. Please." Leeteuk told his member to help him

(***Club Ellui, Gangnam Distric***)
"Nunna, where are you? Are you in VIP room or just booking the table?" Leeteuk called Lee Young as soon as he arrived in front of the club
"Just go to the second floor. Our room is door number 2, on the left. She is sleeping now." Lee Young told him
"Who are in the room?" Leeteuk a  little bit hesitated
"Only me, Sora, Lee HyunJin, and the director's wife. Most of the crews are dancing in the dance floor right now" she told him
"Oke, let me arrange everything, and I'll be there in soon. Don't leave her nunna, even for a second." Leeteuk end up his phone conversation

"Siwon, Donghae and Eunhyuk, Sungmin, and Wookie you guys entered the club from the front door. Kangin, Shindong, Kyuhyun and I will enter from the back door.  I will bring Sora, while three of you will take care and block my way, so no one will recognize it. You, five of you, please distract people attention, so no one will see me."
"Oke Hyung, no problem. Just take care of her, everything will be oke. Leave it to us." Donghae calm him
"Thank you guys, I owe you all." Leeteuk smile and with his three member, he went to back door of the club

Leeteuk was frozen right after he opened the door. He looks his other half sleeping and still babbling in the middle of her sleep

"Oppa, I miss you.. Where are you?" she keep call him in her sleep
"Sora-ya, I'm here. It's oke, I miss you too.I'm here. I'll take care of you." He whispering in her ears
"Oppa.. I'm sorry.. I didn't mean it, trust me Oppa.. I love you.." She's still babbling 
"I love you too Sora-ya..Sssst.. I'm here, let's go home.." he talked to her and lifted her, while Kangin is guarding the door, Shindong and Kyuhyun guarding the corridor.

"Where you gonna take her? Should I come with you?" Lee Young asked him
"I don't know where I gonna take her, maybe home. You don't have to come nunna, I can take care of her." Leeteuk told her when he lifted Sora
"I'm sorry to interrupt, but I think better if Lee Young nunna come with you. Since she have to change and take care Sora." Lee HyunJin tried to remind Leeteuk
"Why? I can take care of her by myself." Leeteuk a little bit annoyed
"I mean, I know that she is your girlfriend, but I think Sora has to change and it's not good if you have to take care of that." HyunJin a little bit hesitated. He knew that Leeteuk get annoyed with his word.
"Listen Lee HyunJin-ssi, since I am marrying this woman, legally, so she is legally my wife, I think I can take care of her by myself. You don't have to worry with that kind of things, I saw every inch of her, from head to toe, so no need to worry." Leeteuk calmly told him before leaving the room and made Hyun Jin got frozen after hearing what he just said

"Hyung, everything is clear. That five handsome boys successfully distract people's attention. So it save to bring her now. The car is waiting right in front of the back door." Kangin told him
"Thank you Kangin ah.. enjoyed the rest of the night oke. Tell Siwon thank you, see you guys soon." Leeteuk run while carrying her other half, then leaving the club

(***Siwon's family private beach house***)

It's already 7 o clock in the morning, when finally Sora tried to open her eyes. Last night she dreamed his Prince came to take her, and hugs her tight when she was sleeping. She feels secure and joy, cause she missed him so much. She even cried a lot when thinking about him. The sunlight came through the big window beside the bed, forced her to open her eyes. After 10 minutes, finally she can open her eyes widely and got shocked when she realize where she is now.

"OMO, why am I here? Why am I use Oppa shirt?" she got confused. When she saw the dressing table, she saw her clothes was ready. 
"So, I am not dreaming. He must be here with me." she talked to herself

She get up from the bed, and rushing to the bath room. After 5 minutes, when she think that she was ready to face him, she leave the bed room and come to the dining room, when Leeteuk already there, preparing breakfast.

"Morning Princess, finally you wake up. How's your sleep?"Leeteuk smiled seeing Sora came to the dining room
"Morning Oppa.. I sleep well I think." she tried to smile. She's so happy to see him after almost two months they were seperated
"Here, eat your breakfast first. Your stomach was empty cause you throwing up a lot last night." He persuade her to eat
"Really? Am I that bad..? OMO.. It's so embarrassing.." She didn't realize that her face turn red and it made Leeteuk smiled a lot, she looks so cute 
"That's oke.. Here, eat this first. I made it special only for you." He tried to feed her porridge and chicken soup.
"Oppa, what about you? Didn't you eat also?" She told him slyly 
"I ate already, now it's my time to feed you." He smiled 
"Oppa, I am full.. really.." She told him and smiled at him after she finished her breakfast. Leeteuk is very happy seeing Sora smiled and happy. She missed this woman a lot.
"Really? Let's go outside.. let's walk at the seaside. I want to enjoying the sand and the sound of wave with you." Leeteuk told her and suddenly grab her hand and take her out to the seaside..

"It's been a while right?" He told her while keep holding her hand tightly
"Yup, it's been a while. Oppa.. I'm sorry.. really sorry.." Suddenly she stopped and say sorry to him
"Don't.. don't feel sorry for what happened to us. It's a good lesson, for both of us." He smiled and took her to come back to the beach house

"Oppa, did you still keep the agreement?" Sora hesitated right after they came to the living room. 
"Yup, why? Are you still want me to sign that agreement?" Leeteuk a little bit annoyed when she asked him about their Divorce Agreement 
"Wait here, I will take it first." he walked to the bed room and comeback with the envelope. He took the agreement and sign it, in front of Sora
"Is this what you want Princess? Are you really want us to be separated? Look at my eyes now Sora-ya? Answered me. Are you really want this?" He strongly asked her and forced her to see into his eyes. 
"Oppa..." Sora completely lost her voice.. without waiting for her answered, he took her to the big back yard of the beach house and brought the agreement with him

"You remember this place Sora-ya? This is the place, right here, Six and half months ago, we swear to God, in front of many people, that we gonna sail this boat together. Remember darling..?" Leeteuk told her while hold her face.
"You know, I never have a reason to life right now, except I life for you, you are the only reason I am here..You are the only reason Sora-ya." He keep talking while straight looking to her eyes 
"Listen Sora, when you said we are already broken, you are wrong darling..We are not broken, we just bent a little bit and we can learn to love again.. It's been written in the scars on our hearts, that we're not broken just bent and we can start to love again.." Sora's eyes was teary hearing all of his words..Now she believe that she also can not life without him.. She need this man, and no one can replace him in her heart..Suddenly Leeteuk took the agreement that he already sign and ripped off it in front of her
"Sora-ya, even you asked me to sign a thousand of agreement, I guarantee, I will ripped off all of them, cause I won't let you go..forever...trust me.. Right from the start you are a thief darling.. You stole my heart and I your willing victim..I let you see the part of me that weren't all pretty and with every touch, you fixed them.. You complete me Sora-ya..Indeed..Don't go darling..Please.." He started to kiss her slowly, a gently kiss that showing how he love her and miss her so much..
"Oppa.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry that I made you mad.. I'm sorry that I leave you that morning.. I am sorry for what hapenned between us.. I am really sorry Oppa...I just feel that I am not good for you." Sora finally speak up after Leeteuk finished his gently kiss
"Sst Princess, It's oke.. I understand." He tried to calm Sora
"Oppa.. please listen to me first." She tried to tell him "I don't want to leave you. Really..I just feel that I'll burden you if I stay with you. That's why, I think I have to let you go..But honestly Oppa.. I can't.. I can't let you go..It's too hard and too painful to me." She told him while started to cry
"Don't cry darling.. Don't cry.. It's hard and painful for me too." He tried to calm Sora then kiss her tears.. 
"Promise me.. this won't happened again in the future. Oke.. Now, stop crying and give this husband a warm kiss." He tried to teased her
"Oppa... Is that all you think about when I am not around?" She teased him  back and nibbling his chin then pulling his head towards her for a kiss. "I miss you Oppa.. I even cried when I heard your voice at the radio..Thanks for the beautiful songs that you gave me." She smiled and give him another kiss
"OMG Sora-ya.. Don't push me away again darling...Thanks God, I asked Siwon to give all worker here a short holiday while we are here.." He smiled when he lifted her up and bring her to the bed room

With his mouth on hers and his arms around her, he closed the door behind the, and slowly put her down at the bed then pinned her with his body
"Don't push me this time Princess.I'll die if you push me away." Leeteuk started to kiss her again passionately while she accept his kiss in the same way. They kissed with the pent up yearning from two months separation. Sora clung to him, her arms around his neck and her fingers caressing his nape.
"Voulez-vous faire l'amour moi ma belle?Je t'aime tellement" he is whispering in her ears then gave her another passionate kiss. 

Leeteuk devoured her mouth, his teeth grazing her lips demanding access. She responded by parting her mouth, allowing his tongue to meet hers and giving him full rein to explore inside. His kiss swept aside any objection rising within her. Sora felt his arms holding her tightly against him. His right arm around her waist, and his hand squeezing her left buttock while his other hand was roaming her bare back and make her weak in the knees. Sora's was on fire when Leeteuk yanked her blouse and slipped these off her shoulder

"You drive me crazy and wild Princess." he keeps whispering. He unzipped her short skirt letting it fall around her ankle and throw it away to the floor 
"Beautiful as always."

He continued kissing fiercely, his hand was exploring Sora's body and enjoyed every inch of it. She felt warmed all over from the sheer joy of realizing how he wanted her so much.
Leeteuk stroke her skin, smooth and perfect to his touch. He felt every shiver and shudder, every sigh and gasp as he put all his considerable knowledge to use and wanting so badly to make this will be enjoyable and memorable for her. Sora slowly unbottoned his shirt. She let the shirt slip off his shoulder and on to the floor, exposing his well tone chest and arms. Slowly he slide inside her, seeing her expression, so open and wanting. She tighttened around him, squeezing in a welcoming embrace, Leeteuk pulled back out and watched between their bodies as he slid in again, disappearing into her hear. Little shudder gripped him, inside her, flowing out over her stomach and up. He pulled back, and shifted his hips, trying to figure out how not to look at her and at the same time, how to make the entire act last forever. Sora seemed to have other plans, as she arched up into him, seeking, pushing and wrapping her ankles around to pull him back. They fit together so perfectly, like her body was a hand tailored glove just for his fingers, his palm. Each finger covered and cared for. This is what people call was love. There reflected in her eyes, like a shining beacons in the storm.. Leeteuk slowly pulled him out and kiss her gently after they reached the climax of their love making..

"You have to keep your promise to me Sora-ya.. If I tell you to be with me, You should always be with me.. Don't go away..Stay with me.." He told her and kiss her gently after their long love making
"All right.. I will Oppa..I will stay with you forever..." she promised him...
  (***to be continued***)
Thank you so much for my lovely sister Apin @alvingoodgirl for the beautiful picture of our lovely DC






"Just Give Me A Reason"
(feat. Nate Ruess)

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

9 comments:

  1. finally...good job. this is a reason why i am waiting ur fanfic..i love it.

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  2. I really like this song... I keep repeat it again n again.. N accidentally u made a beautiful story based on it.
    Thank you dee.. U really light up my day^^

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  3. Love it dee....

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  4. Hi author nim..
    Really miss ur ff..
    Pls update soon if u're not too busy.. ^^
    Kamsahamnida.. ^^

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  5. love this song....

    i really cry dee.... but i love it...

    miss u so much..... when will you update.....

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  6. Thanks for liking guys.. I'm a little bit busy nowdays..I hope I can update it soon..

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  7. keep waiting ur fanfic dee :)

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  8. I really love your fanfic !Thank you for it ! Can't wait for an update :)
    Fighting :)

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  9. I really miss your writing.. Pls write soon.. :(

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